Things have been kinda crazy, i don't know. It's all okay though. It just FEELS so much better to be out of Colby. I haven't cried once, and it's just good. Good good.

I've had fun down here, and we've done a lot of good things. Monday we went to an Artaid meeting, and that was good, but how can you go wrong hanging out with Carol and James? ( Read more... )

I'm pretty much done packing now. I've packed my life away into about ten boxes, and i'm ready to go, i guess. Things will be much better once i'm down in wichita. no worries, just me and my friends ( Read more... )

what i've accomplished so far ( Read more... )

today my dad "talked to me." it was about two sentences that consisted of, "none of this is your fault. your mother just doesn't love me anymore ( Read more... )

Last night, i couldn't sleep. My brother called my cell phone at 2:30, and i answered it. We chatted, and then he wanted to talk to mum. So i went upstairs, and i let mum talk. I fell asleep in her bed.

I can't sleep again. I think i'm falling back into one of those insomnia stages.

i'm moving.
i'm moving.
i'm moving.

it's so weird to say that. half of the time i can't stop beaming, and the other part i'm crying. i really have no issue with moving, it's just the things i'm going to leave behind. my father, roxie.

i think the thing that i'm going to miss most is roxie. that sounds horrible. i mean, my father's blood runs through ( Read more... )

scented trash bags are the most discusting smelling things in the world.

I can't sleep.

Alyssa’s party was a disaster, as I knew it would be. The first thing that pissed me off about it was how Keesa was there, when Alyssa swore to me she wasn’t going to be there. But, whatever you know. I just avoided Keesa in hopes of not making a scene. But then we went on a walk and Roxie and I led, but I guess we walk too fast, so we hung behind ( Read more... )

Tonight is Corona's birthday/going away party. It should prove to be interesting.

My brother played a game the day before yesterday and he hit a home run, two doubles, a single, and made diving catches in outfield. yesterday he hit a three run home run and had a double.

I wish i could be there so badly.