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[running_in_air]

I'm so sick of this god-forsaken feeling. And I know it's all my fault. I'm not trying to cast the blame on anyone else. I just wish for once I would know what to do and take that damn path all the way through. No more of this wishy-washy indecision. I also wish I wasn't so influenced by other people. You know what I want to do? I want to go to a

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[lockesev]

for starters,wherever you go Im not going to stop talking to you/being a friend. We've been over that one,unless you try and kill me,we're solid. Get out and see the world. And yes,things will happen here when you're gone. But you know what? Things happen all over the world. yess thats a cop out bullshit answer,but who cares? Right now In tokyo,something fun is happening. Same in london,paris,rome,lexington and nashville. But you arent caring about those things are you? No. Your friendships wont change if you leave,they'll still be here.

As for Mak,you worry about it to much. Im pretty sure if he had a problem,he'd tell you.

[thetosh]

I understand now why you said, "Obviously you haven't read my latest live journal."
You know my view about moving back in, but I don't expect you to take my word for it. Do what you want. Literally. But first think about WHAT you want. Try to at least get an idea of what you want and what you need to do to achieve that goal. Then make a decision. But my opinion is obviously biased, given our current situation. I do, however, wish to help you no matter what becomes of us. As long as you end up happy (hopefully sooner than later) I will do what I can to make sure you find that happiness. You deserve it. Whether anyone else thinks you do or not, it matters not. At least you're trying to figure out life and the best means of living it. Keep that open mind and heart that makes you the beautiful person you are. I know you have good intentions. And I believe in you. Always. All-ways.

Joshua