1) using bands, spell out your name:
Janes Addiction

Insane clown possy

Limp bizkit

Linkin park

Incubus

Ataris

New found glory

2) have you ever had a song written about you? nope

3) what song makes you cry? " My Immortal " by Evanesance (sp) lol, and some country songs, only when I'm depressed

4) what song makes you happy? " Your so last summer" by TBS, and ( Read more... )

Hmm, haven't wrote like anything in this really in a few days so I guess I'll give ya an update...

Thursday- After school, I hung out with Felicia. We just rented movies and shit. We rented Cabin Fever and Freddy VS Jason, they were both alright movies, cabin fever was a little disgusting, and bloody, but whatever. Freddy VS Jason, wasn't scary but ( Read more... )

I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish i could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late
To save me
You're too late
You're too late

You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
The last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion
And I dread the moment when you finally come to ( Read more... )

I drew horns and blacked out her tooth with a marker
Childish, yes, but she made such a thin little target
I couldn't be happier on my own
But I've got the slightest of a jealous bone
And seein' her with him tends to enlarge it

It may be my family's redneck nature
Rubbin' off, bringin' out unlady-like behavior
It sure ain't Christian to judge a stranger
( Read more... )

Saturday-  Hung out with my FAFA FA FA faaaalicia, alll day, and most of the night. We just were being wicked sweet, and went out to dinner and shit, and watched movies. It was a good time.

Sunday- Did nothing, then later that day I hung out with Melissa and we ended up going to open gym for like not even an hour, because it was so retarded, and no ( Read more... )

Well last night was a pretty fun. I went to Donald and Anthony's house and hung out with some cool people, some not as cool, but it's ok. I tried playing pool but I suck. So you know, I just kept trying because I'm cool like that. Adam kept putting the blue pool chalk or whatever the hell it is called all over my face, I almost kicked his ass. ;-) ( Read more... )

This weather.
The wind outside is biting.
It has left me feeling tired & exposed.
You've been asking me to bleed.
It seems these kinds of questions
They come too easy to you now.
Your lack of shame comes naturally.
I should not be suprised.
I should have seen it sooner.

You expect me to apologize
for things that you've done wrong.
While you're inciting ( Read more... )

Friday school was lame as usuall, then that night I went to the movies with the boy, Sabby, and Shawn. We saw Lord of the rings- The return of the king(the 3rd one) it was really good, but also really long. I didn't get home till about 1. Then today was suppose to drive but my mother made me late, and she wasn't there when I got there, we waiting ( Read more... )

Standing inside rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me enduring ( Read more... )

Today was a difficult day, I was just trying to make it through the day with out breaking down again. But it didn't work. Dan didn't know what to do when I went to him so worked up, it was bad. Things are so screwed up, it's not even funny. I feel like just giving up, but I know I can't, it's just so hard sometimes, and it's all too much to take. I ( Read more... )