i feel confused and sad.

i dont know why...
only God knows that,
at least until i figure it out.

comments may cheer me up though!?!?

~not quite in a state of despair, but getting there.

this weekend was a really good weekend and that makes me smile ( Read more... )

i look at the scars and wonder ( Read more... )

i'm really excited/happy right now because the band people (aka my best friends) got home from boston! dont get me wrong...i hope u guys had a wonderful time there and i'm sure u did, but i'm glad to have u guys (BACH, CHRIS, OWEN, TINA) home! and i'm really glad steve is back from california! when i saw steve, owen and chris today i gave them all ( Read more... )

Chris Bradley Bollman's Aliases

Your movie star name: Cheese Nelson

Your fashion designer name is Chris London

Your socialite name is Smiles Duluth

Your fly girl / guy name is C Bol

Your detective name is Penguin East

Your barfly name is Pistachios Bacardi Raz

Your soap opera name is Bradley Woodcliff Drive

Your rock star name is Whie ( Read more... )

Anne Stephanie Opseth's Aliases

Your movie star name: Oranges Ray

Your fashion designer name is Anne Oslo

Your socialite name is Gum Princess NYC

Your fly girl / guy name is A Ops

Your detective name is Dolphin East

Your barfly name is Cinnamon Rolls Raz

Your soap opera name is Stephanie Kenilworth

Your rock star name is Gum Cheetah
Your ( Read more... )

today i talked to rach after school. we went to dunn brothers and had coffee and talked for over an hour about all the stuff that's been going on lately. i feel so much better now that i've had a chance to hear ur full story rach. i feel like i have a huge weight off of my shoulders and remember that i am always here for u, always, always, always. ( Read more... )

rachel-i've never said i dont care for u. i lvoe u and i always have and it cuts my heart so deep when u say that. i want u to talk to me, but avoiding me jsut cuz ur not ready isnt cool. rach of course i'll wait, i have said numerous times i'd always be here for u adn taht still holds true. i read ernie's comment and i started crying again, and ( Read more... )

i've felt really happy lately...like over break i got to hang out with all my friends and you all make me so happy and make me love life, but know my feeling is confusion...i dont know anymore ( Read more... )

well last night started out fun with a game of car hide and go seek. yes it did take a turn down, but i dont need to go into details. i am just so thankful that nobody was hurt and i thank God so much for that. no chris i dont hate u at all...ur just not the best driver and i'll do the driving from now on. lol ( Read more... )