What the fuck. I shouldn't be having these cramps.
And I just spent two plus hours reinstalling stuff into my computer, now that I have it back.
All because I can't sleep.
And I miss Stephen. A lot.
But I'm not going to call him, now that it's four fifteen in the morning.
Besides, I already called him tonight to make sure he got to his brother's okay.
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I'm not so great at keeping this updated everyishday huh?
Well, a lot has happened in the past few days, but I'm not going into details.
I will say that I have hurt someone I love extremely insanely dearly, and I am sorry with all of my heart. Never again. Ever. I didn't mean for all of this to happen, but it has, and now I just hope we can get over ( Read more... )

Okay, so this week has been nothing short of wonderful. Thanks to a certain someone.

Saturday Stephen Gilmore and I walked around downtown Exeter after an appointment, until I had to go home. Then Jamie picked me up after getting lost on 111 for an hour! There goes her no-smoking-in-the-new-car policy! jeesh. She had me come with her to get ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in a couple days. Not too much has happened, other than spending time with an amazing boy. <3

Yesterday was me and Stephen's four months. It seems like it's been longer! lol  He was so fucking adorable!! I knew that he was coming to pick me up so that we could hang out before he had to work [boo!] , but he was standing behind ( Read more... )

Hmm. Yeah. Okay! So....

Yesterday I got to see the lovely Amelia after what seemed like forever and a flipping day!!! She came and picked me up with her friend, Eric? Not too sure how he spells it but thats okay! So we all went back to the Haye's residence =] and went swimmminnggg!! weeeee! I sort of felt bad for Eric always having to go get the ( Read more... )

Okay, so I never vent in this thing. Right? Ha.

This is supposed to be my last summer before I'm out of high school. But I haven't done anything yet. Well, except for going to Disney. Don't get me wrong, it was amazing, and I'm so happy and greatful that I got to go when I know we don't really have all the money to be going there. We should be ( Read more... )

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ok well!!
i had to have had
only the best ever day
yesterday.
and all because of
the one and only
Stephen Gilmore<3

it was simply amazing.
but im about to get
kicked offline.
so ill have to finish
this later!!!!

you amaze me in every single thing you do <3

caitlyn's countdowns:

Disney:  9 days!

Stephen's 18th bday:  5 days!

Oasis/Jet concert: 3 days!

me and stephen's three months:  today!!!!!!!! weeeee!!!!!  <3