my confession...

[runsquabblerun]

last week i was thinking about how i have this problem that i won't admit to. then i finally got around to really thinking about how this could be a real big problem... then it kinda hit me yesterday when talking to lauren.

i avoided posting this for a few days... who knows if anyone will read it.. who knows if someone will.. it's just gotta stop.

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[punkrocksenshi]

If people really looked at how you're built (but people don't really care to find out anything beyond face value) they would see that you are in shape (or toned). But, it looks like I'm going through the same thing too. People tell me I don't have to lose weight or that I'm skinny. Well they don't have to look at the scale when I weigh myself or see how my body looks when I change clothes. So what do I do? I stop eating. You've got to stop eating so much fast food, though. Weight or not, it's not healthy.

[runsquabblerun]

it's hard... and right now its that time of the month and all i want to do is eat. i find excuses to eat then i get all mad.. agh it's a never ending cycle of STUPID.

i have tried to make dinner and stuff, but it's hard when you live with other people... there's so much on my mind.