so within the past 2 weeks i have had 3 dreams where i was pregnant. two of the three were really vivid and felt real- like, my stomach felt different and everything. i wasnt super prego in any of them, like i wasnt showing a lot or anything (in one of them i was actually upset about it b/c i love super prego women, i think its really cute and ( Read more... )

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so living with christie and friends is awesome. i love our appartment, and the girls who live here, and the parties we have every weekend. this weekend was particularly strange though. usually i end up staying in the gables all weekend b/c either we are having people in, or our neighbors are throwing a party so we go there. and usually i party ( Read more... )

i hate men. that is all.

so i have now been home for a few hours and am officially done with my semester!!! feels good to be able to really breath and relax without anything linguring over me. i am currently sitting on the couch, watching mindless television with greg and emmy, and my kitty, ally, is curled up beside me. this is good. now i just need to get some dinner ( Read more... )

so my goal for grad school is columbia, in nyc. this is one of the best social work programs in the country, its a great city to find opportunities to do what i want, and it would just be awesome to live in nyc. however, i just realized something. my econ class will most likely keep me out of there. that sucks. just because i picked the wrong ( Read more... )

so last night was incredibly interesting to say the least. sex toy party was fun; lots and lots of wine and corona, and the chick who was presenting everything was real funny- and she was our age, which was a change from all the other ones ive been to ( Read more... )

i finally tracked down my advisor, who's a cool guy but impossible to find, and got my RAC from him. while i was there i asked him if i needed stats, and it turns out i dont, so im not taking that (sorry shan and sarah! but i'd rather not if i dont have to). here is my tentative schedule though ( Read more... )

one more week, kiddies, and then we're home for turkey day!!! and then just 3 weeks after that and we'll be home for winter break! i am so excited about that, im really done w/ this semester. its so close though, so close!

sorry to everyone, but this is yet another angry rant. so hell week is finally over and i am trying to relax, but now i feel like i cant; i feel like theres more i have to do and my brain wont just chill out! ok so first off, i found my birthfather a week and a half ago. now this is very, very, cool, but terrible timing. ive felt sooo guilty ( Read more... )