I feel like a clown

[rushthug]

Im not in the best mood right now... I feel kinda down. That is why Im gona depressurize the way I feel right now.  Sometimes I feel like a clown, I have a big smile in my face but deep inside tears and fears take control.  I dont like showing vulnerability cuzz I dont like people feeling sorry for me.  But right now theres just a swell of emotions

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Vacations Sounds Good

[noangels]

Hey, let me tell you that a nice long vacation will do wonders for you. I know. And I know exactly how you feel. Take that vacation. Dedicate time to yourself. You'll feel great when you get back. I'm glad you stopped the drugs. It takes a lot of strength to listen to someone who tells you to stop taking them, but it takes even more strength to stop on your own. I think you should be very proud of yourself.

Re: Vacations Sounds Good

[rushthug]

Thankyou very much... you have no idea how much your words mean to me.