I woke up and the world outside was dark
all so quiet before the dawn
opened up the door and walked outside
the ground was cold...As almost every other weekend, I'm alone. I worked yesterday until I couldn't keep my eyes open; until I seriously thought I'd faint. This has happened before. What had never happened is that no one messaged me. Never ( Read more... )

Kuso kuso kuso. KUSO.It kind of infuriates me that I try to find resources for Ranma 1/2 and Sailormoon and the bulk of what I get is HENTAI. -_- I mean, it isn't that I think that hentai is unhealthy and pornorific and stuff. But I ARE NOT IN A SEARCH FOR HENTAI. -_____- I want resources ( Read more... )

Yeah, the night's not over
You're not trying hard enough
Out lives are changing lanes
You ran me off the road,
The wait is over
I'm now taking over,
You're no longer laughing
I'm not drowning fast enough.I broke out crying in front of mom today. I couldn't tell her why, but I knew pretty well why. I've become so frightened of loving. It seemed so ( Read more... )

Okay. So contrary to what I ever thought I would, I'm watching La Academia (our edition of American Idol). My dad's a judge there. Never thought I would actually ENJOY what one of the singers had to sing. He's a chubby guy, but with a passion, and even if I don't like the style of things he sings, I totally respect the passion he puts into his act ( Read more... )

My newest website's construction's going well. I like how I am placing things. Some time away from websites was okay for my psyche, I think. TLT is so staying on hiatus until my lazy ass decides to RCP it, tho ( Read more... )

You know when music makes you want to draw something? Music flooding into my ears and it just creates something so beautiful in my mind... and these hands of mine aren't really capable of creating what I think. It's sad when that happens. In some way I want to make it, just create it as beautiful as it starts and ends ( Read more... )

As every two or three weekends, mom went off to have her private boyfriend weekend. So I'm left all alone at home. It wouldn't be so bad if my Final Fantasy game was actually here... I'd play all the goddarn time. (Excepting friday and saturday - I have two exams ( Read more... )

Either I'm becoming a sour bitch because I'm single, or I truly don't care about women anymore.

Anyway, after about 8 hours of playing Final Fantasy
, I must say I'm exhausted. My eyes are exhausted, my head is exhausted, my whole keyboard is exhausted. So I'm going to plop down in bed ( Read more... )

God am I going to miss his music. :( He and Danny Elfman were my absolute childhood loves. Now only Elfman remians. Damn.

I'm kind of dead today. But it was a fun evening nonetheless.

Titanio is so much fun to talk to. I SO want my game to arrive already, so I can play on my own. And I NEED to land in that freaking server, yes I do. Besides, Vana'diel is so pretty now with all of it's sakuras and spring festival tables. You can sit your character down on one of those and just go eat. (Although I'm thinking mom won't be down with ( Read more... )