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[russianheart]

I'm feeling weird today. Yesterday I spent almost 75 $ on junk, like cds, a belt, a new wallet, a deftones "thing" I putted in my backpack:

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[abcdefghijkoma]

The Deftones are great.

I am the new owner of one of your old journals. Thanks :)

[thirdstrike]

Oh wow, that Deftones patch is kick ass.

[k1mberlina]

Hi. It's Kim. What the fuck happened to you? I remember some layouts that you used to make way back when ... Qoo and shit. And now you do hardcore drugs? That's bad. Oh my god you're like a different person. I valued you so much, and now ... you're like a stranger. You're 14/15. Think about it, is this really how you want to live your life? Getting your kicks out of people seeing you get drunk and puke? What happened? How can a person change so dramatically? All the stuff you used to love ... the cute layouts, the people, what did you just get sick of it? Did you get sick of me? Something has poisoned you. And it's killing you. I miss you. Well, I don't miss who you are right now. I miss who you used to be. I fucking loved you. It's not bad to say you love your friends. It's not bad to try hard in school for once. It's not bad to smile at cartoons. It's not bad to love your parents. It's not bad to want to live a good, happy life and steer clear of drugs and alchohol. I hope that you're still the same person inside, behind all the