How many times will I ask myself why? How many times will I ask myself why, how many times will I cry? How many times will you honk your horn and say fuck you? Now what the fuck does that do? Ya feel better now? I didn't let you pass, How about I stop my car, and beat your fuckin ass? How many times will my neighbor beat his wife? Somewhere in that ( Read more... )

Alright, so I am here at Boise State University in the Meth lab. Oh im sorry, that's the math lab. My bad ( Read more... )

All around me are fammiliar faces. Worn out places, and worn out faces. I really used to be the type of person who loves to have friends. You know those kind. If anyone thought you were a slut, a bad person, a moron... you would cry your eyes out and never see that person again out of shame and embarassment. Yea, that's about how I used to be. I ( Read more... )

I have decided to study Entropy. This will really open up everything to me. It will link all those things I just can not grasp myself. This, and an angel will make everything better. Entropy is definantly a very intaresting subject. It means...well...It's hard to explain... so lets get teh old dictionary out and take a look see ( Read more... )

Fuck it right? Fuck it all to the depths of this planet, right where you stick it! I would like to just stick it right up your ass. Right where the sun don't shine. This fucking world is a huge piece of shit that I really try my hardest to care less about. So why do I care so much then? How come I can't just be self centered and throw this shitty ( Read more... )

And so it is... Just like you said it would be ( Read more... )

Hope ( Read more... )

I need a phone call....

I like to hear some guitar. Doesn't everyone? For some reason I am in an odd mood right now. Not really good, and not really bad. I supose it's all or nothing. Life is so complicated now-a-days isn't it? Were allways changeing. You know, when kindness falls like rain, it washes me away. Kindess is really one of the most curious things in this world ( Read more... )

I supose I can safely say that today is the greatest day I've ever known. I live in today, and live for tomorrow. Therefor I am consistantly somewhere I do not wish to be. Then why is it the greatest day? Why is everyday the greatest day? I have no fucking clue ( Read more... )