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[rustdessence]

I AM SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF ALL YOU PEOPLE JUDGING ME BECAUSE OF THE MUSIC I LISTEN TO! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! I AM SO CLOSE TO FUCKING FLIPPING OUT! GRRRRRRRRRRR!~ If any of you people cared, you would just LET ME BE WHO I FUCKING AM! SO WHAT IF I LISTEN TO ALL TYPES OF MUSIC! THAT DOESNT REFLECT ON ME AS A PERSON!

Comments

[dark_faith]

I never made fun of your music.. only once because it was Britney's Toxic.....

*hides because of big letters*

[shorty_the_shy1]

Awww... girl you shouldn't care what others think if you want to listen to music they dont listen to then go ahead. People shouldnt be judging you by the type of music you listen to if they are doing that they are fucked up and need to get a life.

[rustdessence]

yeah the Toxic song was a bit gay, but it was my time to be gay I guess.
Yeah I really wish that people wouldnt judge me, but people do. I dont understand why. I thouight I was a good person. Maybe not.
Right now, I wish I had someoen to talk to, not just online, but in person. I'm going a bit insane. and I need someone, but there is no one.

[dark_faith]

I know exactly what you mean.. I hate being alone. I can't wait till I start my new job, then at least I will be doing something productive

[rustdessence]

yeah working is really awesome, cause at least you can pretnend you're alright, and have ppl believe you. Here, I pretend I'm alright and my mom thinks I'm depressed...HMMM I WONDER WHY! My cousin Megan is the only one I get to see that doesnt live here, other than that, I'm totally alone, and it pisses me off. But then again, I have no where to go and no money to get there! So I guess I can expect it. I wish I could work, or just have alot of money, then I'd go shopping, and I dunno.... feel better. That sounds so bimbo of me, but its true, I can shop and be OUT IN PUBLIC! but people look at me funny :-/