If only I could smoke ciggerettes!

[rustle_the_bush]

Its 4 am and I feel alone, not because I am not without people as my friends, and my room mate and I are close, but it seems that I still feel alone. This is humanity. This is the truth I have been hiding from. I want and in some ways need a boyfriend but cannot allow myself the close relationship it entails. It seems, for the moment, I can only

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[schadenfraulein]

i know how you feel.. i wish there were an easy answer besides settling for sluts or becoming a more inventive masturbator, but im afraid thats all we're left with!

[rustle_the_bush]

True, very true. Also how does Brendan add our livejournal names in his post so that it links to our pages??