Well, glad you're having fun.

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i fucking miss you and i feel it everyday along with a hundred other feelings that resemble hopelessness, regret and helplessness being the biggest of those.

Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation ( Read more... )

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To break the heart is to rip the soul apart. And that takes an eternity to heal.

But why?

Why can't I feel like this for the rest of my life?

Because, little one, the world wants us crushed up and torn apart.

But why?

Does it feel nothing?

We're part of it aren't we?

If we hurt, it must feel something.

It does, little one.

It feels everything you feel.

It sees everything you see.

Then why?

Does it like the pain?

No, little one, it does ( Read more... )

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Risk

And then the day came,
when the risk
to remain tight
in a bud
was more painful
than the risk
it took
to Blossom.

- Anaïs Nin

What is healing, but a shift in perspective?

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Miike Snow - Sans SoleilMorning bled at the water's edge ( Read more... )

1 1/2 hours of sleep last night and yet no matter how I try my brain just won't shut up.

grr.

I cannot wait for the weekend though I have nothing planned, it's so odd. And like I can't write anything about my army life here since we're not allowed to talk about it ( Read more... )

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I can't tell you what it really is, i can only tell you what it feels like.