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[rusty_dk]

People who are gutless really piss me off...

How do you expect people to make ammends when you fuckin block them?!

What you did is...I can't even describe it in words that would do it justice!

The following is from the person whom you've had the fight with...

No matter what I do or have done in the past, I don't deserve to be treated this way.

Comments

[moorekittie]

Thank you.

[jess2903]

Well you know what really pisses me off is people butting into something that is none of their business. That's right, you...why do you even have to say anything at all at any time. Like with that comment you left about friends, I wasn't even talking about her, but you made it about her didn't you. Why can't she speak for herself, maybe she could have just replied to my email with her thoughts instead of running to you and sooking about evil me. You have a distorted view because she is ur best friend, but don't form a judgement about me when you don't even know me or what really happened or anything like that. If the same thing had happened to me, you wouldn't see my friends butting in with their opinion, because it's NONE OF THEIR FUCKING BUSINESS. Maybe that's the reason that I blocked you, not because of being afraid. And I'll like whatever the fuck I like in my journal, just like you did. You don't see me saying anything nasty or telling you to stop complaining when you do. But I guess you have double standards don't u?

[rusty_dk]

You know what, you're probably right...it is none of my business

[rusty_dk]

From what I also understand, when you wrote the email, it was probably too soon after all the shit had happened. After a number of months passed, she wrote an email to you trying to fix the relationship and you didnt want a bar of it...making out like you were the victim in all of this

[jess2903]

You think I liked the situation we were in? I didn't, I felt like the worst person in the world for all those months and I'm sorry if she didn't see the email as appropriate means to apologise from, but I didn't know what else to do. I don't see her anymore, and I had already tried a phone call, and if I had organised to see her I doubt she would have wanted to see me anyway. I actually wrote the email at least 3-4 months after, and she wrote the reply 2 weeks after that. I didn't see her email as really an apology either, I was angry because she hadn't taken what I said into account at all, that was why I wrote an email like that back

[jess2903]

Oh and I think that now that i've read this post, I'd appreciate if you deleted it, because i'm sure no one else on ur list wants to read it and it's none of their business either.

[lifewntbreakme]

Life is too short to be taking people for granted. I learnt that the fucking hard way, but it's way better learning things in life the difficult way, rather than going about life and making the same mistakes.

I am not judging anyone here either. I lost one of my closest friends a few months ago, my mum is on the mend from being diagnosed with breast cancer (for the second time) and one of my bestfriends lost her father last week.

So all I can say is life is too short...

[jess2903]

Hi Stef, listen I know you and I aren't on the best of terms, but I just wanted to tell you I'm sorry to hear that things haven't been so great for you lately and I really hope ur Mum gets well soon and stays that way :)

[g00b3r]

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