Yeah so last night I cut and threatened to committ suicide.

I was fucking insane. When i get angry at myself the level of being angry goes higher and higher until it is forcefully stopped. Thus the cutting and threats. But Angela called the police on me because i was self mutilating myself and making suicidal threats. The police department called ( Read more... )

Im going insane ( Read more... )

March 6th - would be 5 months with Erica. :(

Today I went over her house and we hung out. Started to play mario party but stopped after one or two rounds and then we went up to Pantry1. She calls it the immatation wawa. lol. Today was fun with her. We watched Pirates of the Caribbean, its a good movie.

I hate david. Well im really fucking jealous ( Read more... )

So Friday I did almost absolutely nothing becuase my love was at work. I basically just sat on the computer playing games and watching TV.

My Aunt and cousin Tommy arrived on Friday night. They basically came to visit my grandpa.

Saturday I was very bored. I wouldnt be bored if my love wasnt at work, but she was. So My aunt, cousin, mom and I ( Read more... )

So yeah.

I stayed after school today with Erica for GSA. It was a planning day for the Day of Silence. And I turned around and I said "you look really hot right now" ((she always does)) so she gave me a kiss on my nose, so I said you're still hot and she gave me a kiss on my cheek. So everytime i said, you're still hot, i got a kiss. That was fun. ( Read more... )

i LOVE her. The beautiful thing.

So today I woke up at around 8:15 cause I heard IM sounds coming from my computer. Then I started on my biology outline. At around 12:55 ish, my dad drove me up to Eckerds to visit Erica. I love visiting her. I like watching her work. I got home few hours later. My brother had to write a persuasive essay for college. Well its not really a ( Read more... )

So yesterday I stayed through to the band practice we had that evening. It was fun. I stayed there with Erica and it was really funny. Duncan's a sick bitch. Erica and I ordered Sals pizza. They told me on the phone that it was going to be around 20-25 minutes for it to get to the school. So after about 20 minutes we go out there and sit on the ( Read more... )

AH! Its too early!

Weekend was fun. Erica slept over on Saturday. We watch Finding Nemo (until then, ive never seen that movie) and we also watched Orange County. That's a pretty funny movie. For brunch we ordered a cheese steak and a ceaser salad and we split both of them. It was a fun night.

This morning I have to leave to go see my trainer soon ( Read more... )

No school today. Sweet. So instead of going to school since we didnt have any, I went to my girlfriends house. That was fun. We watched Without A Paddle. Well parts of it. And played some Mario Party - we never finish that full game. We were so close today, we were on our last fucking game thingy. I had a lot of fun today, infact i want it to ( Read more... )