such a charming beautiful exterior

[ruthie_roo]

i am frustrated that i can't sleep, that i can't help someone that i really want to help, that i can't talk to someone, that i can't write what i really want to say, that i can't yell at someone that i am really mad at right now, that i can't just get in a car and drive away right now, because that's all i really want to do. i want to write right

Comments

[anonymous]

yeah, i think i know what you're talking about. its like you're outside yourself, watching yourself act in a movie...cool live journal. maybe i should join the club and get on. by the way, thanks again for hooking me up with the pizza, it was mighty fine of you. i wish i could return the favor at schlotzkys, but you know the ordeal.. hope things work out with fam. and all that. i really dont know what else to say.

[luvrudnthav2luv]

i miss you too and i know i have been cold but it will pass... love you favorite

[ex_carap]

ruthanne, it hurt my eyes too much to read every word in your entry, but from what i read, im sorry everything is so hard for you right now! next time you have one of those nights where you cant sleep and all you want to do is drive around, call me, or something, because trust me, this summer, when all i want to do in the middle of the night is drive around and listen to good music, ill be gone all the time. we can talk and wallow together and itll be tons of fun!! im so happy i saw you at annies this weekend! i love you ruthie!!

[elg]

I LOVE YOU!!
we had good times this weekend, sitting in my room laughing at funny stuff...haha

[sillylmadd]

in the summer when we can't sleep we can ride bikes to each others house and have sleepovers.
feel better
i love you
yeah if your faimly's reading it you should make it friends only, parents are total h8ers
--laura