"Just to let everyone know, my mother was murdered ( Read more... )

I have been continuing my schoolwork here and its really lame but its nice to get by. I'm getting 80's pretty much and there aren't any interruptions. Not that I miss the social (or anti-) aspect of what it was. There are supposed to be clicks in here but I am not exposed to that. I work, I have time to myself, and I do my own thing. My Dad ( Read more... )

When you listen to music, when you REALLY listen to music, it's interesting to hear all the different instruments and nuances and try to pick up everything in the song. Some are brilliant, others are just spontaneous unmelodic trash ( Read more... )

Life goes along so slowly and carefully sometimes...all you get to do is count the hairs in your eyebrow or wonder why your skin is so pale.

I need to close my eyes and wake up at Christmas.

Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all of your money. Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you even though they may not say it back. Sing out loud. Laugh till your stomach hurts. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone that they are your entire world. Let someone know what they are ( Read more... )

Beauty ( Read more... )

Trust me, the excitement of infamey for something I wasn't really a part of and wish never happened is so sucky compared to how I'm going to life a normal life after this. I hate the media, I hate the television for creating a mountain out of a molehill. They prey on things, turning any little event into a "good story." So called friends are out ( Read more... )

my Dad has been really supportive lately. thank you. He didn't care as much before, but it's nice to see things slowly changing ( Read more... )

Dear Ungrateful World ( Read more... )