[Drabble] Hidden Jealousy
Author: Nara@ry0_gee
Pairing: YamaJima
Genre: BL, Romance, Smut
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 (very short smut)
Warning: It’s failed, wrote this without thinking much.
At the beach…
“Yama-chan, look there~” Yuto is pointing somewhere at the beach side. The sand seems crystal white and the view also looks magnificent. He really wants to walk there and feels the sand beneath his feet.
“Where?” Ryosuke look at the direction where his boyfriend is pointing but his eyes are more focused on the taller. Yuto looks so cool wearing white hoodie shirt together with yellow t-shirt inside and how the ocean’s breeze blow his shirt just makes him look perfect but then he sighs for who knows how many times already. Yuto noticed that his older boyfriend act differently before they came to Thailand. He’s been thinking very hard to find what mistake he has done which might hurt Ryosuke but he just can’t figure it out. What more, Ryosuke always avoiding him when he tries to kiss him. He walks toward Ryosuke who’s leaning his back on the table.
“There. That side looks beautiful. Let’s take a walk”, said Yuto while pointing his hand again.
“I don’t feel like walking”, Ryosuke answered coldly and turn his gaze to the wide ocean.
Yuto let out a small sigh. This is what Ryosuke been doing lately. Ignoring him and rejecting him but Yuto never give up easily. He keeps asking and even try to entertain him but Ryosuke still doesn’t want to change his mind.
“Mou ii. I ask Chinen then”, Yuto purposely walks away toward the other JUMP.
“Chi-“
“Fine. I’ll walk with you”, Ryosuke cut him off before he can even call Chinen. There’s no way he can let Chinen walk together with his boyfriend only the two of them. The hurt he’s been enduring until now already too much and he can’t afford to handle more. Yuto smile in satisfied before he running back to Ryosuke and claim for his victory.
“Etou…Yama-chan, I’m so happy you agreed to walk with me but…why you asked Sasaki-san to come along?” he asked referring to the crew guy who’s been following them while holding the umbrella. He really excited just now thinking that he can finally be alone with Ryosuke but his shoulder dropped when Ryosuke asked Sasaki-san to come with them too. His imagination cloud filled with happy moment of them holding each other hand and kissing under the sunset just vanished at once.
“It’s hot and I don’t want to get sunburn”, Ryosuke giving excuses. The truth is he’s not ready yet to be alone with Yuto because it’s still painful.
Yuto was thinking to ask Ryosuke directly if he did anything wrong that caused him to act cold like this that’s why he invited him to take a walk because this is the only free time they have and after this they will get busy for the fan meeting. But since the umbrella guy is following them, he can’t ask him about that so they just continue walking, sometime Ryosuke stopped as he saw unique seashell and they talk normally as a friend.
After the fan meeting…
“What the hell were you thinking?!” Ryosuke shouts after they entered the dressing room. Yuto stunned with eyes blinking a couple times as he surprised Ryosuke suddenly raise his voice like that and not only him, the rest of JUMP also flinch when they heard his loud voice.
“Etou…I think we better go out first and let them talk, okay?” said Yabu turning to the other members and they agreed with him. After everyone walk out, Yabu look at those two before closing the door and shaking his head.
“What wrong with Yamada?” asked Yabu after he closed the door and the other just shrugged their shoulders. Everyone knew they are dating but this is the first time they saw Ryosuke angry ever since they start going out 6 months ago.
“Maa…there’s nothing to worry about”, Daiki said while placing his both hand at the back of his head.
“You know what’s wrong with him?” asked Hikaru.
“I sat beside him in the plane deshou and I asked him why he’s been avoiding Yuto. Even though he didn’t tell me directly but I figure it out.”
“Sorede? What did he said?” Inoo asked curiously.
“Something stupid”, Daiki answered nonchalantly.
“Yama-chan, what are you so mad about? Is it because I wiped your sweat on the stage just now?”
“Did I ask you to wipe my sweat? And what’s up with putting the tissue in your pocket? Is that something you can show off about?”
“Why? I can’t show off to all people that I own you even a single drop of your sweat is still mine?”
Ryosuke lost his words. He didn’t expect Yuto will say something like that about him. Deep down, he feels happy to hear that.
“And what about you, huh?” Yuto asked him back. Is not like he didn’t feel hurt either when Ryosuke didn’t show any interest on what he did to him on the stage.
“What about me?”
“Did you hate it that much when I touched you? You wanted to break free from me when I hold your arm. You’re not even tried to play along with that simple act.”
Ryosuke bite his lower lip trying to hold his anger and turn his gaze aside.
“You’re avoiding me. Not only on that stage but long before we even came here. What did I do wrong?” Yuto questioned for the answer he has wanted to know but Ryosuke remain silent.
“Please…I don’t know how to fix this if you don’t tell me”, Yuto leaning closer and try to reach for Ryosuke’s lips but the older turns away when their lips almost touches, like he always did.
“You always did this when I try to kiss you. If you hate it so much, I’ll stop. I won’t kiss you anymore so just…stop avoiding me”, Yuto step back and turn away.
“It’s not like that!” Ryosuke pull Yuto’s arm makes the taller facing him again and cupped both of his cheeks.
“These lips are supposed to be mine and mine alone but you gave it to someone else!”
“Eh? What do you mean?”
“You kissed Kawaguchi!”
“But it was just an act.”
“Why you never tell me you will have kissing scene in your drama? I only found out when watch the episode!”
“Yama-chan, you watched my drama? You said you too busy to do that.”
“That’s not the whole point. Answer my question, Yuto-kun.”
“If I tell you I’m afraid you will ask director-san to change the script on the spot”, Yuto’s lips slowly curved a smile. Somehow, he knew the reason why his boyfriend acted cold toward him all this time.
“So this is what it’s all about? You’ve been avoiding me because I kissed Kawaguchi?”
“Why? You got problem with that? I don’t want to be kissed by you after you kissed her. I don’t want such indirect kiss!” Yuto try so hard to hold himself from burst out laughing but chuckles still escaped from his throat. He didn’t know Ryosuke could be this jealous.
“Don’t laugh at me!” Ryosuke’s cheeks are reddening.
“I’m not laughing. In fact, I’m so happy”, Yuto lower down his head and pull Ryosuke’s blazer toward his lips before he kisses it.
“There, Kawaguchi’s indirect kiss. Can I kiss you now?”
“Baka”, Ryosuke tugging Yuto’s shirt and crash their lips passionately. Yuto smile between the kiss and wrap his arms around Ryosuke tightly. It didn’t take too long before Ryosuke shove his tongue into Yuto’s wet cavern, exploring every inch of his mouth, satisfying the hunger he has been endured all this long. It was also hard for him to distance himself from Yuto. Just having him standing beside him is enough to drive him crazy. When Yuto clinging on him on the stage just now, his heart was pounding so fast and if he didn’t control himself he already kisses him in front of the crowd. The older is pushing his body makes Yuto stepping backward with their lips are still locking on each other until he hit his back against the wall hard. He unbuttoned Yuto’s vest before he undone his shirt impatiently and sucking the taller’s neck.
“Ngh…easy…Yama-chan”
“Ryosuke stare at the mark he just made while grinning. He kisses it gently and then his lips travel down to his collarbone, to his chest, planting chaste kisses on his abs and he kneels down in front of Yuto.
“Y-Yama-chan?”
Ryosuke unzipping Yuto’s jeans and pull out his member. He’s rubbing it with his hand while looking at Yuto above him.
“I’m going to teach you a lesson. Get yourself prepared, Yuto-kun~” he licks Yuto’s tip before he take his length into his mouth, moving his head back and forth, giving him pleasure that worth to die for.
“Ah…don’t bite” Yuto place his hand on Ryosuke’s head, slowing him down a bit as the older sucking him too hard until he feels his teeth grinding around his cock. He moves his hips, thrusting Ryosuke’s mouth in and out when he almost reaches his climax. He dips his fingers in Ryosuke’s hairs as he shoots his cum into his throat makes the older almost choking but he still swallow it all.
Meanwhile, outside the dressing room…
“Can we go inside now?” Chinen asked. The other JUMPs already feel tired wondering around and sitting on the floor.
“Nope, not yet” Keito placing his ear against the door and he can clearly hear Ryosuke’s moans like “Aah, Yuto-kun~” and “There…it feels good, motto~” and “Yuto-kun, faster~”
How can they go inside when those two are in the midst of hot session?
“I still can’t believe Yamada avoiding Yuto just because of that reason”, said Takaki. After Daiki told them, they never expected that Ryosuke is an extremely jealous person.
“I told you it was just something stupid”, Daiki look at Takaki and they laugh.
“What are you guys doing outside? Is the door locked or something?” asked the director-san and everyone look at each other trying to figure out what kind of answer they should give.
a/n: I dreamed about yamajima last night after watching the fan meeting but I can’t remember it correctly though XD
and I really nervous of the next episode of yuto’s dorama, are they really kissing and their lips touching or they just faking it?
Pairing: YamaJima
Genre: BL, Romance, Smut
Rating: PG-13, NC-17 (very short smut)
Warning: It’s failed, wrote this without thinking much.
At the beach…
“Yama-chan, look there~” Yuto is pointing somewhere at the beach side. The sand seems crystal white and the view also looks magnificent. He really wants to walk there and feels the sand beneath his feet.
“Where?” Ryosuke look at the direction where his boyfriend is pointing but his eyes are more focused on the taller. Yuto looks so cool wearing white hoodie shirt together with yellow t-shirt inside and how the ocean’s breeze blow his shirt just makes him look perfect but then he sighs for who knows how many times already. Yuto noticed that his older boyfriend act differently before they came to Thailand. He’s been thinking very hard to find what mistake he has done which might hurt Ryosuke but he just can’t figure it out. What more, Ryosuke always avoiding him when he tries to kiss him. He walks toward Ryosuke who’s leaning his back on the table.
“There. That side looks beautiful. Let’s take a walk”, said Yuto while pointing his hand again.
“I don’t feel like walking”, Ryosuke answered coldly and turn his gaze to the wide ocean.
Yuto let out a small sigh. This is what Ryosuke been doing lately. Ignoring him and rejecting him but Yuto never give up easily. He keeps asking and even try to entertain him but Ryosuke still doesn’t want to change his mind.
“Mou ii. I ask Chinen then”, Yuto purposely walks away toward the other JUMP.
“Chi-“
“Fine. I’ll walk with you”, Ryosuke cut him off before he can even call Chinen. There’s no way he can let Chinen walk together with his boyfriend only the two of them. The hurt he’s been enduring until now already too much and he can’t afford to handle more. Yuto smile in satisfied before he running back to Ryosuke and claim for his victory.
“Etou…Yama-chan, I’m so happy you agreed to walk with me but…why you asked Sasaki-san to come along?” he asked referring to the crew guy who’s been following them while holding the umbrella. He really excited just now thinking that he can finally be alone with Ryosuke but his shoulder dropped when Ryosuke asked Sasaki-san to come with them too. His imagination cloud filled with happy moment of them holding each other hand and kissing under the sunset just vanished at once.
“It’s hot and I don’t want to get sunburn”, Ryosuke giving excuses. The truth is he’s not ready yet to be alone with Yuto because it’s still painful.
Yuto was thinking to ask Ryosuke directly if he did anything wrong that caused him to act cold like this that’s why he invited him to take a walk because this is the only free time they have and after this they will get busy for the fan meeting. But since the umbrella guy is following them, he can’t ask him about that so they just continue walking, sometime Ryosuke stopped as he saw unique seashell and they talk normally as a friend.
After the fan meeting…
“What the hell were you thinking?!” Ryosuke shouts after they entered the dressing room. Yuto stunned with eyes blinking a couple times as he surprised Ryosuke suddenly raise his voice like that and not only him, the rest of JUMP also flinch when they heard his loud voice.
“Etou…I think we better go out first and let them talk, okay?” said Yabu turning to the other members and they agreed with him. After everyone walk out, Yabu look at those two before closing the door and shaking his head.
“What wrong with Yamada?” asked Yabu after he closed the door and the other just shrugged their shoulders. Everyone knew they are dating but this is the first time they saw Ryosuke angry ever since they start going out 6 months ago.
“Maa…there’s nothing to worry about”, Daiki said while placing his both hand at the back of his head.
“You know what’s wrong with him?” asked Hikaru.
“I sat beside him in the plane deshou and I asked him why he’s been avoiding Yuto. Even though he didn’t tell me directly but I figure it out.”
“Sorede? What did he said?” Inoo asked curiously.
“Something stupid”, Daiki answered nonchalantly.
“Yama-chan, what are you so mad about? Is it because I wiped your sweat on the stage just now?”
“Did I ask you to wipe my sweat? And what’s up with putting the tissue in your pocket? Is that something you can show off about?”
“Why? I can’t show off to all people that I own you even a single drop of your sweat is still mine?”
Ryosuke lost his words. He didn’t expect Yuto will say something like that about him. Deep down, he feels happy to hear that.
“And what about you, huh?” Yuto asked him back. Is not like he didn’t feel hurt either when Ryosuke didn’t show any interest on what he did to him on the stage.
“What about me?”
“Did you hate it that much when I touched you? You wanted to break free from me when I hold your arm. You’re not even tried to play along with that simple act.”
Ryosuke bite his lower lip trying to hold his anger and turn his gaze aside.
“You’re avoiding me. Not only on that stage but long before we even came here. What did I do wrong?” Yuto questioned for the answer he has wanted to know but Ryosuke remain silent.
“Please…I don’t know how to fix this if you don’t tell me”, Yuto leaning closer and try to reach for Ryosuke’s lips but the older turns away when their lips almost touches, like he always did.
“You always did this when I try to kiss you. If you hate it so much, I’ll stop. I won’t kiss you anymore so just…stop avoiding me”, Yuto step back and turn away.
“It’s not like that!” Ryosuke pull Yuto’s arm makes the taller facing him again and cupped both of his cheeks.
“These lips are supposed to be mine and mine alone but you gave it to someone else!”
“Eh? What do you mean?”
“You kissed Kawaguchi!”
“But it was just an act.”
“Why you never tell me you will have kissing scene in your drama? I only found out when watch the episode!”
“Yama-chan, you watched my drama? You said you too busy to do that.”
“That’s not the whole point. Answer my question, Yuto-kun.”
“If I tell you I’m afraid you will ask director-san to change the script on the spot”, Yuto’s lips slowly curved a smile. Somehow, he knew the reason why his boyfriend acted cold toward him all this time.
“So this is what it’s all about? You’ve been avoiding me because I kissed Kawaguchi?”
“Why? You got problem with that? I don’t want to be kissed by you after you kissed her. I don’t want such indirect kiss!” Yuto try so hard to hold himself from burst out laughing but chuckles still escaped from his throat. He didn’t know Ryosuke could be this jealous.
“Don’t laugh at me!” Ryosuke’s cheeks are reddening.
“I’m not laughing. In fact, I’m so happy”, Yuto lower down his head and pull Ryosuke’s blazer toward his lips before he kisses it.
“There, Kawaguchi’s indirect kiss. Can I kiss you now?”
“Baka”, Ryosuke tugging Yuto’s shirt and crash their lips passionately. Yuto smile between the kiss and wrap his arms around Ryosuke tightly. It didn’t take too long before Ryosuke shove his tongue into Yuto’s wet cavern, exploring every inch of his mouth, satisfying the hunger he has been endured all this long. It was also hard for him to distance himself from Yuto. Just having him standing beside him is enough to drive him crazy. When Yuto clinging on him on the stage just now, his heart was pounding so fast and if he didn’t control himself he already kisses him in front of the crowd. The older is pushing his body makes Yuto stepping backward with their lips are still locking on each other until he hit his back against the wall hard. He unbuttoned Yuto’s vest before he undone his shirt impatiently and sucking the taller’s neck.
“Ngh…easy…Yama-chan”
“Ryosuke stare at the mark he just made while grinning. He kisses it gently and then his lips travel down to his collarbone, to his chest, planting chaste kisses on his abs and he kneels down in front of Yuto.
“Y-Yama-chan?”
Ryosuke unzipping Yuto’s jeans and pull out his member. He’s rubbing it with his hand while looking at Yuto above him.
“I’m going to teach you a lesson. Get yourself prepared, Yuto-kun~” he licks Yuto’s tip before he take his length into his mouth, moving his head back and forth, giving him pleasure that worth to die for.
“Ah…don’t bite” Yuto place his hand on Ryosuke’s head, slowing him down a bit as the older sucking him too hard until he feels his teeth grinding around his cock. He moves his hips, thrusting Ryosuke’s mouth in and out when he almost reaches his climax. He dips his fingers in Ryosuke’s hairs as he shoots his cum into his throat makes the older almost choking but he still swallow it all.
Meanwhile, outside the dressing room…
“Can we go inside now?” Chinen asked. The other JUMPs already feel tired wondering around and sitting on the floor.
“Nope, not yet” Keito placing his ear against the door and he can clearly hear Ryosuke’s moans like “Aah, Yuto-kun~” and “There…it feels good, motto~” and “Yuto-kun, faster~”
How can they go inside when those two are in the midst of hot session?
“I still can’t believe Yamada avoiding Yuto just because of that reason”, said Takaki. After Daiki told them, they never expected that Ryosuke is an extremely jealous person.
“I told you it was just something stupid”, Daiki look at Takaki and they laugh.
“What are you guys doing outside? Is the door locked or something?” asked the director-san and everyone look at each other trying to figure out what kind of answer they should give.
a/n: I dreamed about yamajima last night after watching the fan meeting but I can’t remember it correctly though XD
and I really nervous of the next episode of yuto’s dorama, are they really kissing and their lips touching or they just faking it?