Bittersweet Jealousy

May 07, 2013 15:22

Author: Nara
Pairing: YutoYama, slight AriYama, slight OkaJima
Genre: Romance, Angst, Smut
Rating: PG-13, NC-17
Note: I wrote this to let out my frustration after seeing Wink Up 2013.06 scans.


Yuto is watching his lover and Daiki being so lovey-dovey on the sofa covered with soft pink sheet during their Wink Up photoshoot. He is staring at them with icy cold eyes. At first, seeing Ryosuke having wide smile on his face like he is having fun made him chuckles too but then Daiki start wrapping his hands around Ryosuke’s neck and Yuto’s eyebrows twitch. But he tried to calm down himself. He should not get jealous over small thing like this. They are just doing their job. However, when they switch their positions with Ryosuke leaning against Daiki, Yuto grits his teeth and avert his eyes away. It stings to see his lover being touch like that.

Sometime, he just wants to lock Ryosuke in a cage so he can have him all by himself but being an idol, he knew that is something impossible. He can’t ask Johnny-san to pair them up all the time in their photoshoots, their shows, their performances and it’s not like Johnny-san will approve it either. All he can do is endured and buried his jealousy deep down is his heart. Yuto averts his eyes back to Ryosuke only to make his eyes widened and his jaw dropped. Daiki is holding Ryosuke’s legs and almost spreading him and Yuto’s disbelieved eyes caught Ryosuke’s weird or somehow lewd expression on his face. Yuto clenches his fist as anger built up inside him.

“Disgusting” Yuto said to himself before he walks away from the set.



“Dai-chan~ what are you doing? Ittai yo~” said Ryosuke.

“Ahaha~ gomen, gomen~” Daiki let go of Ryosuke’s legs.  For both of them, they are just playing around.

“A-re? Where’s Yuto-kun?” Ryosuke eyes are looking for his boyfriend. Just know, he still standing there at the corner.

“Saa…” Daiki tilts his head. Ryosuke, who is not noticing anything wrong just continue with his photoshoot.

After AriYama’s photoshoot finished…

Ryosuke and Daiki are walking toward other JUMPs who are chatting with each other while waiting for their turn. Ryosuke immediately take a seat beside Yuto and linked their arms. Yuto break-free his hand from Ryosuke while he is still talking happily with Keito. Ryosuke blinks his eyes for a couple times, a bit surprised of Yuto’s reaction. Then he once more snuggles to Yuto’s arm but again, he break-free his hand while he keeps talking with Keito, completely ignoring him. Then the photographer call for Hikaru, Yabu and Inoo as their turn is up.

“Keito, let’s go play outside. We have plenty of time before our turn” Yuto invites Keito.

“Ii yo” Keito replied and both of them walk away, leaving Ryosuke dumfounded.

“What the hell is wrong with him?” said Ryosuke annoyingly.

Even though he doesn’t understand why suddenly Yuto is acting that way, he hated to be ignored like this. So he walks outside to find Yuto. Ryosuke looks at his right and left but he can’t see Yuto anywhere. Then he hear indistinct laugh from far and the sound is getting louder and louder until he saw Yuto is riding a bicycle with Keito sitting on the passenger seat. Ryosuke calls Yuto’s name when he is getting nearer but Yuto just riding past him without stopping.

“Yama-chan called you just now” said Keito.

“Who cares?” Yuto replied and keep paddling faster.

The area is not so big for him to ride far so he turns around and paddling toward the set’s building. Yuto speed up and Keito behind him screams in eerie as he feels like he is going to float away from the seat. Then someone suddenly appeared at the front, blocking the way and Yuto immediately press the break. The wheel is just only an inch from Ryosuke’s.

“Are you fucking mad?!!” Yuto shouts. Ryosuke stunned and his legs are shaking. He can’t believe he just did that. What happen if Yuto didn’t stop the bicycle right on time? He almost kills himself. Meantime, Keito removes himself from the seat and walks unsteadily. His head is spinning from the speed and the emergency break.

“I…I’m going in first” Keito covers his mouth as he feels like throwing up and going inside, leaving the two of them.

“Why are you avoiding me?” Ryosuke finally speaks after he calmed down.

But Yuto didn’t answer him and remain silent. The image of Ryosuke and Daiki in ‘that’ position keep replaying in his mind and he grips at the handlebar tightly. Before Ryosuke can spell out another word, the crew calls Yuto to go inside and get ready as his turn is up. Yuto drags the bicycle and walks toward the entrance then Ryosuke grabs his arm.

“Yuto-kun…what did I do wrong?” Ryosuke asked in shaking voice. Yuto pulls his arm off from Ryosuke and keep walking away. Again, Yuto ignored him. Ryosuke clenches his shirt as his chest feels so tight until it hard to breathe. Somehow, he likes it better when Yuto shouted at him earlier. At least, Yuto spoke to him. At least, he can hear his voice.


After Ryosuke went inside the set, Yuto and Keito already started their photoshoot. Keito is sitting on the chair and Yuto is behind him while entwining their pinky fingers. After that, Keito cross his hands and Yuto entwined their pinky fingers of both hands. Ryosuke frowns. Somehow, Yuto looks happier than usual as if he forgotten what was happened just now but Ryosuke shake it off. Yuto is being professional and there is nothing wrong with that. Then Yuto pokes Keito cheeks with his index finger and he is wearing the sweetest smile he ever saw. Ryosuke’s feels sharp pain in his heart. When is the last time Yuto ever smile like that to him?



Then Yuto wraps his right hand across Keito’s shoulder and rest his other hands on Keito’s lap. He is doing it on purpose, as his revenge to Ryosuke. The gap between their face is so close makes Ryosuke become restless. Keito is facing the photographer at first and after few snaps he wants to change the pose so he turns his head to Yuto and at the same moment Yuto’s lips touches his cheek because of the close gap. *okay, this is a bit exaggerated* Yuto is a bit startled and draw back his face a little while Keito still facing him with what-the-hell-just-happened look on his face. Yuto quickly avert his eyes to Ryosuke at his front and he saw tears are falling on Ryosuke’s cheeks before he walks away.



While the photographer-san keeps snapping their pictures, he also captures Yuto’s surprise and guilt face.

After Yuto and Keito have finished their photoshoot, Yuto quickly run off from the set to find Ryosuke. He still mad at Ryosuke but at the same time he feels guilty. Maybe he overdid a little with Keito just now but he didn’t expect Ryosuke will cry.

“Chinen, do you know where Yama-chan is?” Yuto asked.

“Etou…I think I saw he ran toward the dressing room. What’s wrong?” asked Chinen as he saw Yuto looks so worried.

“Ii e, nandemonai. Arigatou na” Yuto pats Chinen’s shoulder before he continues running.

Chinen is right. When Yuto open up the door, he saw Ryosuke is sitting on the couch while covering his face with his both hands and his shoulders are shaking because of crying.

“Yama-chan…”

As Ryosuke heard Yuto’s voice, he quickly stands up from the couch and walks toward the door intending to get out from the room but Yuto blocks his way. When he steps to his right, Yuto blocks him then he steps to his left, Yuto follows like a mirror reflection.

“You’re in my way!” Ryosuke pushes Yuto’s shoulder to make him move away from the door but the taller doesn’t want to give in. They are struggling to open the door and the doorknob look like it going to break in any second.

“Stop it!” Yuto lost his temper. Ryosuke let go off the doorknob roughly and glares at the taller.

“What is wrong with you?!” Ryosuke shouts.

“What is wrong with me? Ask yourself!” Yuto scoffs before he also raises his voice.

“Huh? What are you talking about?”

“Don’t play dumb with me.”

“You know what? Fine! I am dumb. I’m so dumb that I didn’t realize that you don’t love me anymore!” Ryosuke said with trembling voice and his eyes become watery.

“Huh?! Where the hell did this come from? Did I ever tell you that I don’t love you anymore?”

“Then why are you ignoring me and cheating on me with Keito in front of my eyes!”

“Me? Cheating? Speak for yourself!”

“Wha-? I never, ever cheated on you, Yuto!”

“Then what were you doing with Daiki earlier huh? What kind of face that you made in front of him?” Yuto grasps Ryosuke’s jaw with his thumb and fingers. Ryosuke becomes stupefied for a moment. The pain that he feels on his face makes him trying to recall what he did with Daiki that makes Yuto become this mad. Then he remembered Yuto was glaring at him coldly when Daiki was pulling his legs from behind.

“So this is what it’s all about? You’re jealous?”

“You got problem with that?”

Ryosuke lips slowly curves a grin before chuckles escaped from his throat. He understands it now. Yuto was just being jealous and what he did with Keito in their photoshoot was to make him jealous too. His sad and anger feelings dissolved right away and replaced with relief. For Yuto to become this jealous, he must being loved a lot, maybe even more than he thought. Ryosuke removes Yuto’s hand from his face and kiss his palm softly.

“Yokatta…I thought you don’t love anymore” Ryosuke moves his free hand to Yuto’s cheek.

“Gomen ne, Yuto-kun. It’s all my fault. I’m being insensitive. But believe me, there’s nothing happened between me and Dai-Chan. We were just playing around” he said but Yuto still looking at him coldly.

“I promise I’ll never do that again, okay? I won’t let other people touch me easily and you know…the only guy who can touch me everywhere he likes…” Ryosuke brings Yuto hands to his chest.

“…make me show to him lewd faces of mine…” he slides Yuto’s hand from his chest down to his abs.

“…make me moans weird voices…” he guides Yuto’s hand lower and lower.

“...it’s you, Yuto-kun…” Ryosuke said, seductively.

“Geez…” Yuto drops his forehead on Ryosuke’s shoulder and the latter caresses his hair lovingly.

“Yama-chan…you’re the only one that I love in this entire world, wakatteru darou?”

“Un…wakatteru.”

Yuto raises his head and stares at Ryosuke’s eyes deeply. Then he rubs Ryosuke’s lips with his thumb lightly, remembering every curve of those soft lips before he takes them as his own. Ryosuke parted his lips, giving Yuto entrance to shoves his tongue inside and tangle their tongues together. Between their lip-locking, Yuto removes Ryosuke’s scarf with pink stars shapes around his neck and drop it on the floor. Yuto broke the kiss but a string of saliva still connects their tongues together. Ryosuke is still craving for Yuto’s tongue but the latter wants to taste more of him. He lowers his head toward Ryosuke’s now-exposed neck, nibbling the soft white skin before he bites it. Ryosuke let out a groan of pain. But the groan replaced by moans as Yuto licks the bite mark that he left. Yuto pulls the shirt, exposing more of his skin and bites him again on his shoulder as if he wants to eat him whole. Then like he did earlier, he licks the place where he bites with his skillful tongue.

“Ah…mmh” Ryosuke moans as the pain and pleasure mixed up, sending shivers down to his spine.

“S-stop licking the places that you bite…ngh” he tries to speak between his moans.

“But you love it don’t you?” Yuto smirks. Ryosuke didn’t answer him by words but he answered by gasping pleasure moans.

“Hey, you want to do it here? Standing? I don’t mind though” Yuto whispers into Ryosuke ear and he is blushing even redder.

“O-of course not!” Ryosuke totally forgot that they are still standing at the door and it’s a bad idea to it here. People might hear them clearly. Ryosuke takes Yuto’s hand, drags him toward the couch and Yuto just follow behind him while smiling. When they reach the couch Yuto hugs Ryosuke from behind, slips his hand under Ryosuke’s shirt and rolls it up, removes the white shirt completely from Ryosuke. He sucks Ryosuke’s neck while his hands unbuckling his belt. Ryosuke tilts his head, enjoying the sensation that Yuto is giving him on his neck and before he realizes it, Yuto already stripped him fully naked.

Yuto pushes Ryosuke to the couch makes his face bumped against the cushion. Yuto is being rough and Ryosuke doesn’t mind it. If this is the punishment for making Yuto’s jealous then he accept willingly. He will let Yuto do anything to him.

“Raise your hips” Yuto ordered and Ryosuke do as he told. Even though it’s embarrassing, Ryosuke bent his knees and raise his hips. Yuto kisses and licks Ryosuke’s fleshy butt before he stretches his hole with his thumbs, rubs the surface with his tongue before he shoves his whole tongue inside his hole.

“hngh” Ryosuke buried his face in the cushion but his moans still can be heard. Yuto inserts his index finger while his tongue licking that area. Then he inserts another digit, stretching his entrance and shoves his tongue inside. Ryosuke grips on the cushion tight as Yuto thrust his fingers inside out while he licking his hole at the same time.

Yuto pulls out his fingers from the wet entrance and Ryosuke exhales in relief. But then he gasps when Yuto grabs his hips and pulls him, makes his back lean against Yuto’s chest. Yuto still wearing his yellow shirt and the feeling of the cloth against his bare back is a bit ticklish.

“Ah” Ryosuke flinch when Yuto licks his ear in sudden.

“Spread your legs” said Yuto.

“E-eh?”

“I can’t put it in if you don’t spread your legs.”

Ryosuke nibbles his lower lips and he can feel his cheeks are burning hot. Yuto is doing this on purpose or more like revenge. This position is the same as Daiki and his pose during the photoshoot. With his trembling hands, he pulls his thighs up and spreading his legs.

“ii ko” Yuto smiles and pets Ryosuke’s hair like an owner petting his obedient dog. Then Yuto positioned his hard cock against Ryosuke’s entrance. He sucks Ryosuke’s neck when he starting to push his shaft inside the tight hole.

“Aah!” Ryosuke throws back his head when Yuto is fully inside him. Yuto pulls Ryosuke’s chin toward him and giving him wet kisses while letting his lover to get used to his size.

“Can I move now?” he asked and Ryosuke answered with a little nod. With that, Yuto grabs Ryosuke’s thighs and moves his hips up and down, thrusting his member deeper and deeper every thrust.

“Haa…ah…ah” Ryosuke is gasping endless moans. His hand on Yuto’s lap is clenching tightly on his white pants. This embarrassing position makes his inside swallow Yuto’s length so deep until it makes his whole body trembling in ecstasy. Ryosuke voice is getting louder as Yuto fastened his pace. Ryosuke leans his head on Yuto’s shoulder, panting heavily and the latter rest his hand on Ryosuke’s forehead, gripping on his wet bangs and his free hand travel down from chest to his crotch.

“Aah” Ryosuke’s body jerk as Yuto grabs his member and rubbing it with the same pace leading him to his climax.

“Yu…ah…c-coming…aah!” Ryosuke spurts his essence in Yuto’s hand and it’s dripping onto his stomach. Ryosuke’s hole is twitching crazily as he came, pushing Yuto to his edge and he shoots his warm substance inside Ryosuke’s.

“Yuto-kun…are you still mad at me?” he speaks between his heavy breath.

“Not anymore” Yuto presses their lips together and Ryosuke place his hand at the back of Yuto’s head, deepening the kiss.

“I love you, Yama-chan…”

“I love you too, Yuto-kun…always and forever…”

Omake:

During Duet June 2013 magazine interview…

“Within JUMP, who’s the sweetest member?” asked the interviewer.

“Because I think that his parents spoiled him while preciously raising him, it’s probably Yuto-kun. I mean, can’t you imagine him saying something like…” Ryosuke paused.

“Something like?” the interviewer waiting for his answer.

Something like “for our anniversary, I’ll create the most wonderful night in your lifetime, I’ll treat you as my queen and make you feel how fortunate you are to be born in this world as my one and only love” Ryosuke remembered what Yuto told him on the day before their anniversary.

“Something noble like for ‘my younger brother’s birthday, I took him on a Cruise dinner’?” Ryosuke find another reason.

Well, it’s not like he can tell to public the actual reason that makes him thinks Yuto is the sweetest member. Yuto is not only the sweetest member in JUMP but also the sweetest love of his life, even sweeter than strawberry.

~Owari~

a/n: smut bakari ne >///<
gomen…I need to let out my frustration.
seriously, I just can’t accept that AriYama pic I was like, ‘Yama-chan, what kind of face is that??’ so I put OkaJima as userpic for this post, as my a revenge =P

maybe this is also for mhadz03? because I saw your request. I saw OkaJima pic that you put in your post and somehow I don't feel irritated much but after I download the full scans and saw AriYama pic hmm...and so I wrote this fic but gomen ne, I end up writing smut (= =”)

rating: pg-13, pairing: okajima, rating:nc-17, pairing: yutoyama, smut, pairing: ariyama, one-shot

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