i was really depressing over the summer.
sorry.

Maybe I've been the problem ( Read more... )

is it bad that i was talking about fearfest yesterday and someone said it sucked and i got really really offended?

what has this summer has meant to me;
a list by ryan allen

-meet the nicktoons
-4-h camp as both a teen and staff {tang}
-two tickets
-todd
-college
-godfrey's & drag queens
-harry potter (which i didn't finish)
-character lead
-saying goodbye
-saying hi
-moving for the first time ever

-saying goodbye

everytime someone i have a personal connection with dies, i flash back to that night in januaray of 2000 ( Read more... )

Ryan’s Schedule ( Read more... )

we all learned from each other ( Read more... )

no more goodbyes.
it's just becoming too much.
thanks.
love ryan

i got a new job.
better pay.
and a title.

i am now the assistant supervisor of the character department at paramount's kings dominion.

& i have to pack more.

la-la-la life is wonderful

what have you done today to make you feel proud?i watched the last episodes of queer as folk last night and cried. it was kind of funny because i just got into the show and whatever, but it was still a good show. i wasn't really surprised by anything - it was all pretty predictable - but soo good ( Read more... )