MackDaddySean YC: dont kick me out too.. Im sorry I love you.

[ryan_key]

i had to quote that because sean is the best. hi r__gosling. guys i finally found where his journal is isn't that something?? sweet. i feel bad for chris because creepy ass alex greenwald actually updated and now is updating about him obsessively it's like hi, you're a freaking nutcase...move on! be happy chris is happy and with someone sane. shiiit. i think

Comments

[mestupgurlie13]

i feel like an...idiot, posting a comment on here, but because i have nothing better to do.
that was...very deep. everyone wants to be needed. you will find someone im sure of it.

[ryan_key]

no an idiot is billy_mine you are definitely not you are the best civilian [a fan commenting on a journal that knows it's fake but plays along- trust me you aren't the only one doing this] ever ;) thanks for saying it was deep though.

[mestupgurlie13]

thanks, im the best at something now. never been that before.
sean looks...scary in this picture, very. like hes a psychopath or something..

[mestupgurlie13]

wait, you said you were going back to bed... @6 that must have been a very short nap-like thing...

[marykate_o]

i'm falling in to memories of you and things we used to doooooooooo

sorry i just love that song :-[

[mestupgurlie13]

its a good song

[marykate_o]

yes its one of my favorites

[ryan_key]

see i have the best civilians ever!

[mike_marsh]

That made me laugh even though it probably shouldn't have.

In any case, I just want to say thank you. I'm still a little unsure as to everything that happened - and I'd like to keep it that way, it's not really my place. Just...thank you.

[ryan_key]

no, it is funny, i have soo many alex greenwald jokes it's sad. i don't know if you'd understand them all though, like if chris filled you in on any of it because if not you wouldn't understand like the hospital ones, i was like saying to chris one time how he was laying in his hospital bed reaching over for his laptop and the ivs got unplugged so that's why he hasn't been updating but if you don't know about that i sound really insane right now haha

[mike_marsh]

Hahaha. I was around for the whole thing with Alex, so none of it is all that new to me, I just hate talking about it. What's past is past and done is done, and that part of his life is over, and in essence, mine as well. Focus on the here and now and all of that other cliche bull

[ryan_key]

i don't think alex realizes it's over i mean he updated about telling tom to get the fuck away because he wasn't chris i mean what the fuck. he's got problems. keep a good eye on chris alex sounds like one of those ex-boyfriends that stalks their ex

i don't know it's just interesting how you two write, maybe because you're good writers and it's hard not to visualize what you're saying. i don't think you mean to but you write a good picture. and yeah whatever, it's all done you know? it was stupid and i feel bad because normally that isn't like me. i gave up though, but you're right i mean i'm young, well, 24, kinda young, it isn't like i can't find someone else. i just hate going out and looking because that is when it won't happen

[nagra]

talk about gambling

[ryan_key]

haha hi clutch but what a boring update that would be ;)