Forget brackets. I don't know how often I'll be around for the rest of the week, I'd like to say after that everything will be ok but that would be a lie. See, for the people who give a shit, I was suspended from school today for financial reasons. Financial things were a big issue when I first got into this school, they only offer so much help and my mom can only contribute so much. And my accounts are running low, along with more loans building up.
If it weren't so important to me, I probably wouldn't be at this school right now but I love what I'm doing here and I don't want to give up on this. Basically I've got a lot of shit to get straight before I can think about anything else, I know you all will understand. And just to make it easier if I wind up being gone for a longer amount of time, there will be someone updating the journal and hopefully hoping on AIM every once in a while, it just won't be me. If your religious say a little prayer for me, I really need it. This means more to me then I think I could explain.