It Was A Choice That Had To Be Made....Words That Had To Be Said

[ryan_reynolds]

I turn to look in her direction,she's not there. I was supposed to leave my family by now but as one by one they go back home, I stay cause there's a comfort factor I won't let go of right now. I need to be comfortable right now and hope it'll only be a day or two before she comes back. Who knows? I don't

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[c_carpenter]

I'm so sorry, Ryan. If there's anything I can do..

[ryan_reynolds]

Miscommunication can cause problems that don't exist. I'll blame it on pre-wedding jitters if I can. Thanks for the thought though. I hope I can talk to or see you soon.

[m_gyllenhaal]

Things aren't being hidden, Ryan. It's so clear on how scared I am.

Why am I scared? Because I've never felt this way about anyone before, never really loved anybody this much to become their wife. And I'm scared that in the long run, that I'm not going to be enough for you anymore, and there will be no more us.

I am coming home to you, don't you dare think that I ever won't. You're my other half, you're my everything. I refuse to ever let you go. And I do want to marry you, I'm not having second thoughts. I'll admit that I was, because I've never been dependent on anyone else before and I never wanted to be. But this is different.

Nothing has changed. I'll be home tommorow night, late tommorow night. The cabin has already been cleared up, and David, Andy, Marc and Amy will be coming up to celebrate New Years with us. But we'll talk tonight or tommorow, take your pick. I promise. I love you.

[ryan_reynolds]

I know why you're scared cause I feel it too. All the things you said and feel, it's exactly what I think. You will always be more then enough for me, but in some ways I feel like I can never give you all that you want. I know that's just me being insecure but sometimes I feel it.

I just didn't understand why you didn't tell me the real reason you left last night, I know our conversation was incredibly brief but you told be something very different from what your post today said. I know what you told me was true but had a few details left out I think.

Ok, I'll try to call tonight if I can. I love you.

[m_gyllenhaal]

You've given me everything I could ever want and more. Sometimes being with you is so overwheming because I know you love me so much and it just worries me that you can't see how much I love you. If you feel me, then I feel you.

Because I didn't want to worry you and in doing that, I just made you worry even more. It was brief and I'll explain everything to you. Yes, there were some details left out but I don't want to bother you with my problems.

I love you too. More than you will ever know.

[ryan_reynolds]

I know what you mean cause I feel the same way. There are times I feel like I can't love you anymore then I already do and then you do something to make me love you even more. I don't claim to understand this feeling but I know sometimes it can be a lot to handle.

I really need you to understand this baby,ok? Your problems are mine too now. Our relationship will never be complete if I only share in the good times with you, there's going to be bad times too. And that's just it, you have to let me know when something is bothering you, it's just that simple. When you need me I want to be there for you, I don't want to have to guess what's going it. I'm not trying to be demanding or anything I just want to know when your having problems, I don't promise to make them better but I do promise to always listen and be there to hold if you need me.

I do know. Trust me, I do.