Hmmm.. I dont even really know why I write in this thing anymore.. What I want to say, I cant say cause Ill sound sadistic and suicidal. I also wish I could say fuck you, to a few people who read this, be it rarely or moreso, but I want it to mean exactly what I feel.. so it would do no good, unless I said it to them, which obviously will never ( Read more... )

In the process of self-loathing.. :(

Yeah well.. let me tell you something.. pfft.. yeah in your face.. ya cant even think of a comeback.. word ( Read more... )

So last night I had a dream.. and if you know me, you know it takes alot to scare/freak me out. Well, anyways I woke up absolutly petrified.. heartslamming against my chest.. and though I knew better I was.. a whole new experience for me...

( This is how it went down )

Ive been really aggrivated all day. I havent been this frustrated in a loooong time. I thought maybe I finally got a grip, and got rid of my anxiety. NOPE. Meh fuck it. People can just deeel with my rudeness and to the likes. I just wish I could get a call from someone.. who 'really' knew/knows me.. one of my old friends.. I just want that comfort ( Read more... )

Work is going good. Cant wait to ask for a weekend off to party with my boys. I just gotta get concentrated on my school work.. Ive been slacking. Leave me one if ya miss me!! :P

-Out

( 311 - Waiting (you should d/l) )

I dont want to post now, call me back when Im not around so I can not, not post again? Yeah ( Read more... )

Yeah, I dont have alot to write, I have a few good acknowledgements then its off to school ( Read more... )

ALKALINE TRIO LYRICS ( Read more... )

-I met a really cool girl at College 2 days ago. Brook. We went to steak and shake and watched ace ventura the day we met, and just sat and talked yester-night. Seems like makings of a really close friend. I got too much else on my mind to proceed into a relationship ( Read more... )