I completely just stepped up to the plate.  I was going to help you- willing and wanting to do so.  You know, I stepped out of my comfort zone to try and help you.  And you shut me down.

Way to go.  What's the point?

all i can hear myself say is: it's not that big of a deal.  and in all honesty, it probably isn't.  but the fact that i just ignore my feelings more often than not, or tell myself it's not okay to feel a certain way is probably a very bad sign.  though, it's reassuring that there's a few who can tell when i'm doing that ( Read more... )

I'm about to unplug my computer and TV.  Thinking about turning my cell phone off.  And locking myself in my room until I'm content with how it looks ( Read more... )

today's gonna be productive.  but first, i'm going back to sleep.

As emotional as I am, I find it surprising that I hold so much in, especially lately.

Today was a good day ( Read more... )

I thought I was stronger than this.  I try my hardest.  And I'm still coming up short.

Today was the first day in about a month that I didn't feel like quitting.

As I was coming home, all I wanted was alcohol.  I don't know if that's a good thing.  And if it isn't, it's probably even worse that I'm going incorporate it into my day once I'm done with a nap.

Perhaps a page a day.

Work sucked ass ( Read more... )