so life sucks. big fucking time sucks. ive got this monkey named "kill yourself" on my back, and i cant shake him. in fact his grip just keeps getting stronger
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Ryan, granted this is 6 days old (I just happened to check LJ), so maybe things have changed in this time, but I thought I add my two cents, given similarities I've had myself with self hate post screw up (I believe you've heard the stories about myself). It might appear at first that life is over, but this is temporary, not to say things aren't extremely painful and at times dare I say suicidal, but eventually things are figured out, one grows stronger and more grounded in the process, and perhaps one grows better at the healing process, such is our existence in life. It times like these when despite the feelings you have, you have to pour your fucking heart into creating something artistic for yourself and your sanity, only reason I say this is I've known you to be an artistic person. But I'm not you and you're not me so I'll shut up for now, but that's what I can say at the very least.
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It might appear at first that life is over, but this is temporary, not to say things aren't extremely painful and at times dare I say suicidal, but eventually things are figured out, one grows stronger and more grounded in the process, and perhaps one grows better at the healing process, such is our existence in life.
It times like these when despite the feelings you have, you have to pour your fucking heart into creating something artistic for yourself and your sanity, only reason I say this is I've known you to be an artistic person.
But I'm not you and you're not me so I'll shut up for now, but that's what I can say at the very least.
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