Did more editing with Sheridan last night - he was really excited to see me at first which made me happy I was excited to see him too, love and all that. Towards the end though I think I annoyed him, I need to learn to keep my mouth shut. When will I learn this?! Sigh.

Me and sheridan took a weeks break starting from today but I just spent the better half of a day in the same room as him working on songs. THE TRAUMA. Must stay strong. I so wanted to stay over and be back to bf's again but arg I think we both need this break to get perspective. But then again who needs perspective? I heard that it was just a ploy ( Read more... )

Been working with Sheridan on a load of songs, got Gabriel and Chai involved and I am currently in the middle of shoving Jesse James in to the creative room too. Looks promising, it's been really good for me because I get to channel my word smithing and Sheridan is definitely liking the progress. Was up till about 3 am last night working on some of ( Read more... )

Mischief festival starts in 3 days - hope I haven't run out of time AGAIN for a festival will be trying to apply later today, have to go to at least one this year!!! If worst comes to worst I'll just buy a ticket but better to work aye?

And speel check

I love Sheridan and he loves me but I worry that we're not meant to be together. He is amazing and I want to help him any way I can even though he doesn't really need it. I have this feeling that he's looking for something that isn't me. To me he is perfect and beautiful and interesting and talented and the list goes on (cause he likes lists ya see ( Read more... )

Your only function is to teach me to succour bitter sweet pain.

Once again there is a massive jump in entries, once again because I forgot about this journal. So quick over-all entry for the past year or two or however long it has been. Erm. Still sort of the same person but ups and downs have occurred and decisions have been made, by me. And look! I am still alive and I have entered the adult world, who'd a ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure i've been keeping some entries on my computer will upload them in a bit, in the mean time, Hi! Still workin at the pub, started exercising, this will be my third day now, want to take up aikdo, the next course starts on the 14th. Erm.... Oh thingy invited me to china for the chinese new year will be leaving on the 20th of january if ( Read more... )

just remembered i had this journal - so, update - i've left london been back in Ireland for bout 3 weeks now, been jumped about 5 times in london so im gettin away for a bit, readin harry potter AGAIN lol - tonnes of more stuff to add will do it tomoro!