Cotton candy ♥
Title: Cotton candy ♥
Author: rydion9
Pairing: Akame
Genre: failed Romance and Fluff
Summary: cotton candy taught jin something important
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--Kame’s POV
09.15 pm. Today is really a hard day for me. Everything here at the jimusho seems like enemy for me, I don’t even know why. There’re many projects I have to do but nothing seems to be done soon. My brain is totally a mess now. I just need a few days to rest and nothing else, but my schedule won’t allow me. I’m at this rate that I can’t smile, I don’t have any energy left to do that. Even the sky is like crying for me, it’s raining and I have no companion to go home. Great.
I’m heading down the stairs, walking fast so nobody can stop me from going home. I’m just tired and I don’t feel like doing anything right now. Just a bit more and I can get out from here, but suddenly someone grabs my wrist tight from behind. I turn back and yell.
“I don’t care anymore, please leave me a─”
I cut it right away as I see him standing in front of me. I’m surprised, he didn’t tell me he would come here when we were chatting couple days ago.
“Akanishi? Why are you here? Didn’t you say you’re busy there in LA?”
He keeps staring and smiling at me. He scolds me though, he says he doesn’t like it when I call him with his surname. He doesn’t tell his reason for being here either. I try hard to smile for him but he just says that my smile is too forced. I keep silent then. I’m not in the mood to play. He asks me to go out with him but I refuse him since I know he would bring me somewhere stupid while I WANT to take my rest. Not now, I think. But he keeps pleading until I say yes. It can’t be helped, right? He’s Jin Akanishi after all. Besides, he promises me to give a ride home.
I sit in his car now, I don’t say any words. I can’t think. I just want to relax a bit whilst listening to his babbling about his work there, his friends, his family, his everything. I keep staring at the rainy street, the traffic lamp seems so beautiful in the rain, not to mention the lamps that brightening the street. Its light gives me a warm feeling. Suddenly he calls me and asks if I’m alright. I just say “I’m okay” and continue being silent. He resumes his stories until he finally stops. It’s awkward silence now. The rain suddenly gets heavier just like it wants to kill the silence between us. I don’t want to talk, I can’t think any interesting subject to be talked about. He then whines about why I’m being so silent, in the beginning I’m fine with it but then he talks if I don’t love him anymore, that I don’t care whether he’s here or not, and the thing I hate the most, cheating.
“Jin STOP! I never cheated on you!”
I yell at him. I don’t know why his words just hurt me more than usual, even though I know he doesn’t really mean it. I can’t hold back my tears. How stupid I am? I know he’s the possessive kind of boy friend but I just can’t control my emotion this time. I wipe my tears away as soon as I can.
“Jin, sorry, I’m just tired.. I didn’t mean to yell at you like that, I’m so sorry…”
He doesn’t say a word, and it makes me feel so bad, it’s the first day for him to be here after a long time but what he has got from me? A yell? Sure I’m the worst lover ever. Not long after that, he stops the car. He takes the umbrella from the back seat and opens his door.
“Jin, where are you going? It’s raining hard outs─”
He says “stay here” and before I can finish my line, he’s already closing his door and disappearing in the rain.
What a cruel day.
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--Jin’s POV
I had a great chat with Kazu couple days ago and I just can’t resist it anymore, I need to go to Japan and meet him. I want this to be a surprise for him that I didn’t tell him I’m going home. I arrived in Japan this afternoon, I went to my apartment first and took a rest. Now I’m heading to the jimusho to meet my beloved Kazu.
I enter the office, there are many people greeting me, I’m so happy. But something’s missing. I don’t see my Kazu yet. I’m walking through the office and finally I see him walking fast to the exit door. He looks like in a rush, so I run to him and grab his wrist tightly. He then says something weird and turns his body to face me. I think he’s just upset so I try to calm him.
“hey it’s me, Kazu”
He replies me with ‘what the hell’ look on his face, I know he would be surprised like that, it’s my plan by the way. So I just smile at him, I miss him, so much that I can’t stop myself from smiling to see him in front of me. In the beginning he calls me with my surname, I don’t like it. I tell him that if it’s only both of us, he has to call me with my name. Then I ask him to go with me, I can tell maybe he’s tired by the forced smile he gives me and don’t want to play now, but I want to. You know the feeling when you miss someone that you want to be beside him all the time? Yes, it’s what I’m feeling right now.
“let’s go, I’ll take you home”
We’re in my car now. He seems so quiet, so I decide to talk first. I talk about how my work is going, my friends, my family, and everything I feel like talking. I know he’s listening to me but he keeps staring at the rainy street outside and doesn’t respond me, it makes me feel neglected. So I ask him,
“are you okay?”
He just replies me with a simple “I’m okay” and I continue to babble until I realize that Kazu seems not interested at all. I feel like talking to the wall. Actually it makes me rather sad. I’m worrying about him, but he doesn’t seem to be open up to me. He keeps silent until I can’t stand it anymore.
“What’s wrong with you? Am I too disturbing? Or what? Please tell me. Don’t you love me for being here?”
“is it better if I didn’t go back here? You don't seem concerned with my presence here.”
He doesn’t respond me. I keep asking him questions, and this suddenly crosses my mind,
“are you cheating on me, huh?”
My naughty lips can’t control itself from saying it. Stupid. I know I would regret what I’ve just said. As expected, he yells at me. I know he hates it the most when I’m talking about him cheating. It’s not that I don’t believe him or what, but.. okay it’s just me being stupid. He wipes his tears before I can see it. I feel really guilty that I made him cried. He even apologizes to me. This is not how our first meeting after a long time supposed to be, and it’s my fault. I don’t say anything after that.
I keep driving and tracing the path that seems familiar to me. I stop the car and grab the umbrella on the back seat. I want to buy something here. I don’t care if it’s raining, I just can’t stand seeing Kazu sad like that. I open my door and tell him to stay in the car. I run to the cotton candy shop that located on the corner, lucky it’s still open at this hour. I bought two for us. Then I immediately come back to the car, bringing two large cotton candies on my left hand, my right hand holding the umbrella. I open the door and get in as fast as I can. But the view I see is not a good one. My Kazu is wiping his tears, again. He doesn’t look at me at all, he is lowering his head as I look at him. I give the cotton candy to him and he looks a bit surprised. He then asks me, “Why?”
“Because you said you want to eat cotton candy together with me, right?”
I smile at him, i remember he said it when we were talking about our earlier memories back then, but he suddenly tears up again. Okay, I’m the worst. I made my Kazu cried 3 times in less than an hour. What should I do? Why is he crying?
“Kazu, I’m sorry.. don’t cry..”
I hug him tightly, lucky he doesn’t struggle against my hug. I caress his head and kiss his forehead softly.
“I’m sorry, Kazu..”
He shakes his head and says, “Thanks for remembering my wish, I’m the happiest person to have you as my lover. please don't leave me alone.. i love you”
And now I know actually he just needs a hug :)
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A/N : this is my first akame fic, i hope i didn't fail that much XD comments are love~ ♥
Author: rydion9
Pairing: Akame
Genre: failed Romance and Fluff
Summary: cotton candy taught jin something important
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--Kame’s POV
09.15 pm. Today is really a hard day for me. Everything here at the jimusho seems like enemy for me, I don’t even know why. There’re many projects I have to do but nothing seems to be done soon. My brain is totally a mess now. I just need a few days to rest and nothing else, but my schedule won’t allow me. I’m at this rate that I can’t smile, I don’t have any energy left to do that. Even the sky is like crying for me, it’s raining and I have no companion to go home. Great.
I’m heading down the stairs, walking fast so nobody can stop me from going home. I’m just tired and I don’t feel like doing anything right now. Just a bit more and I can get out from here, but suddenly someone grabs my wrist tight from behind. I turn back and yell.
“I don’t care anymore, please leave me a─”
I cut it right away as I see him standing in front of me. I’m surprised, he didn’t tell me he would come here when we were chatting couple days ago.
“Akanishi? Why are you here? Didn’t you say you’re busy there in LA?”
He keeps staring and smiling at me. He scolds me though, he says he doesn’t like it when I call him with his surname. He doesn’t tell his reason for being here either. I try hard to smile for him but he just says that my smile is too forced. I keep silent then. I’m not in the mood to play. He asks me to go out with him but I refuse him since I know he would bring me somewhere stupid while I WANT to take my rest. Not now, I think. But he keeps pleading until I say yes. It can’t be helped, right? He’s Jin Akanishi after all. Besides, he promises me to give a ride home.
I sit in his car now, I don’t say any words. I can’t think. I just want to relax a bit whilst listening to his babbling about his work there, his friends, his family, his everything. I keep staring at the rainy street, the traffic lamp seems so beautiful in the rain, not to mention the lamps that brightening the street. Its light gives me a warm feeling. Suddenly he calls me and asks if I’m alright. I just say “I’m okay” and continue being silent. He resumes his stories until he finally stops. It’s awkward silence now. The rain suddenly gets heavier just like it wants to kill the silence between us. I don’t want to talk, I can’t think any interesting subject to be talked about. He then whines about why I’m being so silent, in the beginning I’m fine with it but then he talks if I don’t love him anymore, that I don’t care whether he’s here or not, and the thing I hate the most, cheating.
“Jin STOP! I never cheated on you!”
I yell at him. I don’t know why his words just hurt me more than usual, even though I know he doesn’t really mean it. I can’t hold back my tears. How stupid I am? I know he’s the possessive kind of boy friend but I just can’t control my emotion this time. I wipe my tears away as soon as I can.
“Jin, sorry, I’m just tired.. I didn’t mean to yell at you like that, I’m so sorry…”
He doesn’t say a word, and it makes me feel so bad, it’s the first day for him to be here after a long time but what he has got from me? A yell? Sure I’m the worst lover ever. Not long after that, he stops the car. He takes the umbrella from the back seat and opens his door.
“Jin, where are you going? It’s raining hard outs─”
He says “stay here” and before I can finish my line, he’s already closing his door and disappearing in the rain.
What a cruel day.
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--Jin’s POV
I had a great chat with Kazu couple days ago and I just can’t resist it anymore, I need to go to Japan and meet him. I want this to be a surprise for him that I didn’t tell him I’m going home. I arrived in Japan this afternoon, I went to my apartment first and took a rest. Now I’m heading to the jimusho to meet my beloved Kazu.
I enter the office, there are many people greeting me, I’m so happy. But something’s missing. I don’t see my Kazu yet. I’m walking through the office and finally I see him walking fast to the exit door. He looks like in a rush, so I run to him and grab his wrist tightly. He then says something weird and turns his body to face me. I think he’s just upset so I try to calm him.
“hey it’s me, Kazu”
He replies me with ‘what the hell’ look on his face, I know he would be surprised like that, it’s my plan by the way. So I just smile at him, I miss him, so much that I can’t stop myself from smiling to see him in front of me. In the beginning he calls me with my surname, I don’t like it. I tell him that if it’s only both of us, he has to call me with my name. Then I ask him to go with me, I can tell maybe he’s tired by the forced smile he gives me and don’t want to play now, but I want to. You know the feeling when you miss someone that you want to be beside him all the time? Yes, it’s what I’m feeling right now.
“let’s go, I’ll take you home”
We’re in my car now. He seems so quiet, so I decide to talk first. I talk about how my work is going, my friends, my family, and everything I feel like talking. I know he’s listening to me but he keeps staring at the rainy street outside and doesn’t respond me, it makes me feel neglected. So I ask him,
“are you okay?”
He just replies me with a simple “I’m okay” and I continue to babble until I realize that Kazu seems not interested at all. I feel like talking to the wall. Actually it makes me rather sad. I’m worrying about him, but he doesn’t seem to be open up to me. He keeps silent until I can’t stand it anymore.
“What’s wrong with you? Am I too disturbing? Or what? Please tell me. Don’t you love me for being here?”
“is it better if I didn’t go back here? You don't seem concerned with my presence here.”
He doesn’t respond me. I keep asking him questions, and this suddenly crosses my mind,
“are you cheating on me, huh?”
My naughty lips can’t control itself from saying it. Stupid. I know I would regret what I’ve just said. As expected, he yells at me. I know he hates it the most when I’m talking about him cheating. It’s not that I don’t believe him or what, but.. okay it’s just me being stupid. He wipes his tears before I can see it. I feel really guilty that I made him cried. He even apologizes to me. This is not how our first meeting after a long time supposed to be, and it’s my fault. I don’t say anything after that.
I keep driving and tracing the path that seems familiar to me. I stop the car and grab the umbrella on the back seat. I want to buy something here. I don’t care if it’s raining, I just can’t stand seeing Kazu sad like that. I open my door and tell him to stay in the car. I run to the cotton candy shop that located on the corner, lucky it’s still open at this hour. I bought two for us. Then I immediately come back to the car, bringing two large cotton candies on my left hand, my right hand holding the umbrella. I open the door and get in as fast as I can. But the view I see is not a good one. My Kazu is wiping his tears, again. He doesn’t look at me at all, he is lowering his head as I look at him. I give the cotton candy to him and he looks a bit surprised. He then asks me, “Why?”
“Because you said you want to eat cotton candy together with me, right?”
I smile at him, i remember he said it when we were talking about our earlier memories back then, but he suddenly tears up again. Okay, I’m the worst. I made my Kazu cried 3 times in less than an hour. What should I do? Why is he crying?
“Kazu, I’m sorry.. don’t cry..”
I hug him tightly, lucky he doesn’t struggle against my hug. I caress his head and kiss his forehead softly.
“I’m sorry, Kazu..”
He shakes his head and says, “Thanks for remembering my wish, I’m the happiest person to have you as my lover. please don't leave me alone.. i love you”
And now I know actually he just needs a hug :)
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A/N : this is my first akame fic, i hope i didn't fail that much XD comments are love~ ♥