well things never seem to stay for for longer than a month for me.somethin always goes wrong in my life.something always has to go wrong when planning for the future as well, all of my great plans and things alwyas go under for some reason i dont know why. looks like ill probably be stuck at home over the summer or even longer cause i wont be able ( Read more... )

well ihad an awesoem entry that was really long but somethin happend and now its gone so im not doin it over dammit.

Fuck the cock

well thing are goin ok. im just havin alot of decisions to make that i dont want tio m ake and its like either way i go im gonna hurt people so i dont know what to do. im so worried about money and im affraid i might make the wrong decision about stuff and i dont want to. there are equal amounts of greatness in either decision and so im stuck. i ( Read more... )

well i havent been doin much except tryin to take everything day by day. ive been missing alot of school thoguh and i bet ima get in trouble i just dont feel like goin most of the time especially on fridays since i dont have work.me and larry have been hangin out a bit its been good. the only bad thing was we get drunk too much. Fantasm the ( Read more... )

well as of now my money shit is all gone. when ben comes i was gonna get my brakes fixed but now that i have to get my car fixed now i dont know ah t to do.my car is gonna be like 340 somethin cause i ned like a steering column somethin my mom wasnt sure i dont know what exactly that has to do with it starting but i guess if it fixes it then i wont ( Read more... )

lol. i love you jessica.well me and jessica have been doing so good its like way better than how it was in the begining.there is so much love and commitment between us.all i can say is that its better thani could have ever imagined.well saturday me austin and drew went to the science olympiad competition with our science thingy and it sucked so bad ( Read more... )

well things are goin awesome me and jessica are doin great and i think she is really happy with me. Its so great to see her the way she used to be happy and hyper. its been so long since weve been this happy together and i think its gonna stay this way. im still goin ebay crazy and i cant help but keep sellin and buyin stuff im an addict but i ( Read more... )

well yesterday i got mad at jessica cause we were supposed to talkl but she was over at shaunas and she didnt want to talk so it was like i kepty callin but she was busy so i called at like 2 and she was asleep and so she didnt want to talk cause she was asleep.but she finally said what she wanted to and she said she wants it to work and she would ( Read more... )

well jessica wants to talk tonight. should i be worried? i dont know. jessica usually does the unexpected but maybe itll be a change.maybe she doesnt want to be with me, maybe she likes someopne, maybe she wnats to be it me,mayeb shes had a change of heart and jsut wants to be friends,maybe she wants to end it forever, maybe. i just dont know. now ( Read more... )