Hello, Goodbye, and the Days in between | Drabble Set
Words can sting but silence breaks a heart |199
Kyuhyun/Ryeowook | G
It’s not the same. It’s not that different either but it’s never the same.
The heaviness you feel whenever you are having a petty fight and Ryeowook shouts I hate you,Kyuhyun!, Isn’t really the same when you tease him and you watch as Ryeowook’s cheeks flush bright red, whispering a soft I hate you that makes you chuckle and pull him into a hug.
You know the difference between the sun, and the Heenim star Ryeowook asks you to find just every starry night. The sun is obviously gigantic compared to Heenim star… but nevertheless, they’re both stars.
You wish it was just the same heaviness from those petty fights, but you know it can never be the same. That moment when you asked him Do you still love me, He didn’t tell you he hates you, in fact he didn’t say anything at all. But why is it more painful? Why did you end up a crying mess on the floor hugging your knees closer to your chest? You can feel your heart breaking, how painful is that?
He never told you he hates you. But why is it more painful when he never said anything at all?
Are we breathing the same air? | 179
Heechul, Ryeowook | G
I heard he’s there. Heechul mumbles on the phone. Before leaving, have you thought of the possibility… of crossing roads with him? That’s all I’ve been thinking of ever since you guys left, and I’m not even ashamed of admitting I wish I was there. He continued and you tried so hard not to snort at your hyung’s words.
If you were ever here, you would be thanking all the gods that they didn’t let you join SJM. You whisper and the other line went silent, urging you to continue and explain why you thought so. Same country, same people. We tiptoe on the soil he considers as his stage. You do know how it feels, as cliché as it is, the feeling that he’s just within your reach but you’re not allowed even a movement of your finger. Being near, yet so distant…
You hear him chuckle and you can imagine that amused look in his eyes. You’re growing up so fast Ryeowookie. I’ve been missing a lot of people in my life, so hurry and come home.
Please don’t be in love with someone else | 282
Ryeowook/Heechul/Hangeng | G
It's hard for you to stay sober and refuse all the shots offered to you the moment Heechul decided it's okay for him to drink now. You watched as the hyungs drown themselves with the colorful liquor and was glad Donghae and Hyukjae doesn't drink, they were able to help you stop the others from their stripping game, Sungmin, literally dancing half naked on top of the wooden center table. Kyuhyun being the grumpy maknae he is, throws cans of beer at Sungmin who is now joined by Leeteuk. He missed once and a sleeping Siwon groans when the can hit him hard on the head.
And then there’s a slight pull on your sleeves and a low whisper of your name, Ryeowook-ah, you turn to your side to see a flush faced Heechul pulling you up to your feet. You followed his unsure steps towards his room and once the door is shut, he hugged you and you fell back flat on the bed, him laying dead weight on top of you.
He trembles and curses, and he cries in your arms mumbling words you would have paid attention to only if they’re meant for you.
Hyung why are you crying? You asked, combing his very messy hair as he looks at you with blood shot eyes. Because you don’t believe it when I say I love you. He replies and you laugh through the tears that build up at the side of your eyes.
Then say it again. Say it again and let’s see if I can believe you right now. You told him, he looked up at you lovingly, and he smiles. I love you. Geng, I love you.
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Some people care too much, I think it’s called love
- Winnie the Pooh
a/n:
just a few drabbles. i posted the first two in my old account but never published it.
the last one is a oneshot i was working on but i eventually get tired and im too lazy to ever finish it. so, yeah. :)
i'm not emo or anything. im actually happy right now n____n i love you all.