ok so its been a interesting week. Anna and I went to my bondage shoot sat. then we went to beat the drums,swimmin, went to after party slept some went back to the party and swimming. i had a great time. then i went to the OZ with robyne, anna, mike and greg. after that we went to another mikes house. greg and i hit it off pretty well but it ( Read more... )

so everyone in my click has someone . Kristion and I went out last night and he ran into this joe guy and they hooked up. mike met this girl named christine, they're really cute together and ben and sarea are happy as ever. i'm extremely happy for all of them but i feel like such a third wheel, well more like a 7th. joe seems ok but kristion is my ( Read more... )

so today has sucked so far went job hunting this morning. that went ok. picked my neurotic mother up from work, she's as crazy as ever. love me love me love me! let me leech onto you and suck the life and soul out of you, please love me tell me how wonderful i am, fucking crazy woman! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! i just can't get away from her. so i ended ( Read more... )

not really much going on, i went to the rave last night it was fun. got fired for stupid reason oh well. i'll find another job soon. feeling very indifferent lately very tired today and a bit chewed from last nights activities. other than that life is pretty much, well, boring. but its nice to be able to relax for awhile.

so i'm taking a break from painting, i thought i got it all done yesterday, but no, its not PINK enough. GRRR. fucking pink. and i have to be at work at 4 lucky me i fucking hate my job, we dont even sell lighters how fuckin ghetto is that? we sell cigarettes but NO lighters. kristion stayed at kareasyle's last night so of course i barely slept. so ( Read more... )

it's been a good couple of weeks. i've been spending most of my time with an old friend.
i might possibly start working at cave springs denny's, so thats all happy. i pierced my labret today. also of interest, i met a really interesting guy over the weekend. don't know where that will go but it's nifty.

it's been a good couple of weeks. i've been spending most of my time with an old friend.
i might possibly start working at cave springs denny's, so thats all happy. i pierced my labret today. also of interest, i met a really interesting guy over the weekend. don't know where that will go but it's nifty.

life is getting better. spending most of my time at borders and denny's. when not there usually at school. i put in a job application at ruby tuesday's a few days ago. hoping for a job there. things are pretty much good. good friends help make things easier. still mending wounds though. it's becoming easier ( Read more... )

life is getting better. spending most of my time at borders and denny's. when not there usually at school. i put in a job application at ruby tuesday's a few days ago. hoping for a job there. things are pretty much good. good friends help make things easier. still mending wounds though. it's becoming easier ( Read more... )

hard week...want to get life together, dont know what i'm doing. need a friend. lately i wonder if love and hate are the same? i signed up for classes at sccc today. nothing else really important going on. emptiness, loneliness. wanting everything to go away.