Our Journey To Happiness
Tatsuya laid in bed, looking at the ceiling, like so many nights before. He felt the bed dip when another person crawled onto it. Tatsuya’s nose twitches, he reeks of alcohol and even though he knew how much Tatsuya hated it, he kissed him full on the lips.
As the kiss grew more demanding Tatsuya tried to wriggle his way out of the other man’s grip, but like all other night, when he was drunk, it was a fruitless attempt. Soon Tatsuya felt the pain as he pushed inside. Tears slid down his face, he had lost count on how many times this man, who claimed to love him, had taken him without any preparation at all. When he pulled out Tatsuya laid there, tried not to move, knowing it would hurt like hell tomorrow.
The next day, people stayed away fro Tatsuya as much as they could. They all saw that he was tired as hell, and KATTN was so worried that he would break if hey touched him. They had manage to keep everyone away from him most of the day, but when Tatsuya was on his way home Ryo stopped him and asked: “What the hell is going on with you? Can’t you see that you band-mates are worried about you?”
Tatsuya looked at Ryo with teary eyes, he tried so hard to stop them, but couldn’t. Ryo’s expression soften a bit and hugged Tatsuya. “What’s wrong? Why won’t you tell anyone?” Tatsuya cried even harder and in the end he passed out of exhaustion.
Tatsuya woke up in an unfamiliar place and looked around. His throat was hoarse and he remembered crying a lot. Someone squeezed his hand and he turned around, winching a little from the pain. “Hey, you want something to eat?” Tatsuya starred at Ryo in shock. He couldn’t remember if Ryo had ever been nice to him before. Tears started to fill his eyes again and Ryo immediately hugged him. “Ssshh. Don’t cry anymore, he won’t hurt you anymore.” He said and kissed him softly on the lips. Tatsuya had never felt more loved than at that moment.
Tatsuya stayed home from work for a week, mostly because he didn’t feel like coming back right now, but also because Ryo had insisted. During that week, Ryo would shower him with soft kisses and make him dinner. The first days Ryo had slept on the couch, but Tatsuya felt terrible for that, so he said, in a timid voice, that they should just share the bed. This way Ryo wouldn’t feel sore from sleeping on the couch and Tatsuya wouldn’t feel so lonely.
After a week Tatsuya was determined to go back to work. Ryo told him that his manager would probably understand if he wanted more days of, but Tatsuya just shock his head. “I want to go back to work.” Ryo nodded and they went to sleep, holding each other close.
When they entered the building, Tatsuya noticed how everybody looked, no starred at them, he tried to loosen his grip on Ryo’s hand, but Ryo just held it tighter and smiled reassuringly to him. Tatsuya suddenly felt a little less scared and uncomfortable. KATTN came running toward them and hugged Tatsuya, telling him how much they had missed him.
At the end of the day, Tatsuya sat in their dressing room, waiting for Ryo to come. People had commented that he hadn’t looked this good in a long time and that they were glad he was back to his old self.
Tatsuya had been so absorbed by the magazine he was reading that he didn’t hear that someone entered the room. It first when someone hugs you from behind that you’re aware that someone else is there. For a brief moment Tatsuya thought it was Ryo, but then he felt harsh kisses to his neck, they are far from those kissed Ryo gave you.
Tatsuya tried to break free, but the arms that was holding him was far stronger than he would ever be. When the door opens this time Tatsuya heard it perfectly, both of them did. The man smirked at Ryo, who was standing in the doorway. Tatsuya’s eyes was filled with tears and silently he begged Ryo not to leave him alone with this man.
Ryo came over to them and raised his fist. The arms that held Tatsuya loosened and Tatsuya saw his chance. Tatsuya jumped to his feet and hid behind Ryo, who hit the man straight in the face. Ryo then dragged Tatsuya out of the dressing room.
Ryo was walking in front of Tatsuya, he hadn’t said a word since they came out of the dressing room. Tatsuya wanted to say something, anything, just to hear Ryo’s voice. Tatsuya also wanted to apologies, even though he knew had hadn’t done anything wrong, but Tatsuya know it’s his fault he’s weak.
Tatsuya was so lost in his thoughts that he didn’t notice that Ryo stopped. He crashed right into him and quietly he apologised, for everything that had happened that day. When Ryo turned, Tatsuya suspected that he was going to yell, so he closed his eyes. However, Tatsuya suddenly felt Ryo’s soft lips on his and it didn’t take long before he melted into the kiss. When Ryo reluctantly pulled back he whispered: “Next time either have one of you band mates wait for you, or come to NEWS’ dressing room.”
It’s been almost a year, and Tatsuya was on his way home. To the home he shared with Ryo, his boyfriend for almost a year now. Tatsuya unlock the door and fear enter his body when someone puts their hands over his eyes and dragged him further into the apartment. The person releases his grip on Tatsuya and smiles as he opens his eyes. Tatsuya looks at Ryo in astonishment, he’s supposed to be in Osaka with Kanjani8 right now, but the his eyes widens even more. The entire living room is filled with rose petals and Ryo is now holding to glasses of Champagne. He hands one to Tatsuya and just when he about to drink from it, he sees the ring. Ryo takes his hand and asks: “Marry me, Tatsuya?” Lost at words all Tatsuya is capable of is a nod and a wide smile, before Ryo kisses him.
A/N: i cant decide who the bad guy is going to be, so you just have to decide that for yourself.