[Multi-Chapter] The Promised Letters - chapter 13
The promised letters
Authors : creamy_amande/gaillen
Pairing : RyoDa
Genre: fluff, crack, romance
Three days out of the week Ryo is commuting between Osaka and Tokyo. Ueda gets lonely those nights away from his lover.
Summary : Ryo and Ueda have been going for quite some time now. Years to be precise. They had it tough for a while, because of different groups, different friends, and different...temper. Last year they were always together, even with Nishikido's usual tight schedules with his two groups. But from the moment Tatsuya's been more active, with a solo concert and a play, they don't see each other as often as they could.
So they found a way to express their love, through letters, phone-mails and texts, passed onto each other, via secret places.
{ Hidden place 1} { Hidden place 2} { Hidden place 3} { Hidden place 4} { Hidden place 5} { Hidden place 6} { Hidden place 7} { Hidden place 8} { Hidden place 9} { Hidden place 10} { Hidden place 11} { Hidden place 12}
♥ Being busy with both his groups, Ryo was very exhausted these days and not seeing his lover for 2 whole weeks made him go crazy. He has been texting Ueda some times, but rarely did he get a reply. His boyfriend was very much busy too, and replied to him only when Ryo was too busy too. it was like their texts crossed each other. Stupid miscommunication!
So just this time, and since it's been a while, he fished out his yellow notebook from his backpack and began writing his letter to Ueda. "I've barely used the pages recently" he thought. ♥
Hey you,
how you been doing? I really miss when we meet to the point I don't have a joyous thing in the day.
I don't know if you happen to read my nikki, I finally managed to post them again. I hope you subscribed to Nishikido Ryo's nikki hime! *laughs*
Tireness is my complain word for now, along with less time to meet friends, reading, and obviously talk with you. I yawn all day and I don't know if I'll get used to it; I know I should stick with it though. My voice is broken, a little. At the end of the day, I notice my voice has changed, not the voice itself but the tone and it gets rusky; my eyes are heavy and I barely have strentgh to do anything, like I'm being amorphous most of the time.
I profit of my time on day offs, just to think of you and daydream about you. I hope I will see you soon. I miss you.
I'm actually listening to songs while writing, that distracts me a little, I'm sorry.
Ah I want vacation! I'll ask Johnny-san later. But I'm sure he won't give me any. Both groups are busy.
So, I was happy to see you too onstage, but I wasn't when you didn't show up with Kamenashi and the others, as a repay for your arriving, when your bandmates joined us onstage on our own concert in the Dome. You were busy? I didn't know about it? Maybe because only a few of your group came Johnny wouldn't allow YOU specially to come?
I forgot I had a photoshoot today. I'll continue writing this letter.
>--Hey it's Yasuda! How are you Ueda-kun? I know I shouldn't write here, but Tacchon told me about his "deliveries", the ones he does for you and Ryo, and I was intrigued by them. SO are you writing love letters? Maybe I should do the same then? With Tacchon I mean! Or Subaru? I don't know who my heart follows these days...maybe you can give me some advice? You know, I've liked both of them for an eternity, but I never could choose. Rabu-sempai! Please help me? *inserts shiny eyes emoji here, Yasu's style + penguin*---<
I'm back! Okay you won't specially answer that but oh well...I'm sorry about Yassan, but I can't erase it and I don't want to start all over again, so please bear with him?
We just had a bento the staff gave us, we worked very hard today. It was hot outside, and even in the studio, the air condictioner broke. So we only had our poor fans to ventilate us, but it was not enough. Some went to buy extra cold waters and we even had some ice creams. Actually, it was obviously Tacchon who went to buy them. He loves to eat, you know him! He went with Yasu by the way, they had some things to talk about apparently. Probably about what he wrote here. Hah ha, my bandmates...the kansai ones...they're like my family really; I can't think of my life without them. And I can't think of my life without you either; you're my special one, the princess I've adored for years now. Don't ever leave me okay?
But how I miss you it's horrible! Been days now we haven't talked properly! I'm not saying I can't breathe but it's hard! You know that! I promise I'll try and fight, but I can't promise not to crack or end up getting crushed and like faint or something! Okay, I'm exaggerating now. Ha ha ha
Yeah I'm not making sense I know, I'm saying something then I say the contrary. Anyway, I hate taking the metro, where people just stare at me, I can feel it, some people always try to touch me by not leaving me enough space. I'm scared sometimes, and also I know we have to be careful, since we're idols. AH~ sorry needed to rant about. I think I just want beat them up.
By the way, I don't think I want another computer to be broken, so maybe you can read the fanfictions on your mobile, but your eyes would get blurry in the end because of reading in front of the screen. OH! I could maybe print some for you. I already have favorites you know, so I can do that! I always read some when I take a break from writing lyrics, so I could print some while printing the lyrics I will write at the moment. Is that okay with you? And we're together at home, then I will show some others on the computer, this way I'll be there and no SMASHING THE COMPUTER ne?
OH, I'll be home later tonight, I hope you'll be there. In case you aren't, I'll just stay and lay in your bed, tugging your pillow. As usual.
Tomorrow I have work with NewS, as for tuesday it's the same. Then on wednesday I have some location shoots for my drama, and I think I barely (if none) have work on thursday. I hope I can see and talk to you, I need you and miss you so much my heart can't take it anymore. I don't know why these days and recently it's been tougher than before. It's like there's not even time to go pee. And poo. I don't know. I think I lost some weight again. I'm sorry, I didn't plan for it to arrive but you know how it works right? I'm sure you lost some too, I hate it but that can't be helped ne Hime? I hope after all this frenzy, we get to eat together like before. And I want to feel you under me, and near me...I've attached a gachapin phone strap with the letter, hope Okura DID deliver it properly. If not, I'll personally beat him up. If it did arrive safely to you, I hope you can hold on to it for a while, till we see again.
I love you Tatsuya, very much. Please wait for me.
Your monkey
♥ So Ueda was still filming Konkatsu, plus he had his tour with the members of KAT-TUN, plus the tv shows. He was beginning to feel the stress and exhaustion Ryo has been feeling for years now. Not like Ueda did nothing the past years, but he wasn't chained to two groups and all that included the side activities. But right now, all at once, in only a few months Johnny made them have many big activities, intensely. He was losing weight, he liked it, but not to that point. Oh well, he would eat more tonight.
He wanted to see Ryo so badly though, he missed the poison tongue very much. ♥
Hey lover,
I've been doing alright. Like I told you the other day, I had a fever but it went away within a couple of days, so I'm alright now. And other than that I've been fine, except for missing you like crazy. I can't stand being away from you and lately I've been a little depressed...BUT! It's alright. I know I'll get to have you to myself soon.
How are you? I hope you don't get too depressed without me and you at least have your fave pillow or plushie there to cuddle against you. I have nothing. :( But it's okay, I just think of you and makes me happy.
Yes, I read your nikki everyday or when they are posted because I miss you that much. Even though one of them made me very sad...because you sounded so upset in it and I couldn't do anything to make it better for you. I don't like you being upset or tired. I hope you take care of yourself because I'm not around to continue pushing you to take care of yourself.
Your voice must be sexy after it gets all broken and husky like that. I would love to hear it at some point but maybe you should get a cough drop or something to suck on so your throat doesn't get sore. After talking so much it's possible to make your throat sore and I wouldn't want that to happen to my love. I know!! Drink some hot tea! Even though it's really hot recently, the hot tea will help your throat out.
And your days off should be spent relaxing and doing what you want to do. It's important that you rest when you don't have to work or you will burn yourself out and I really don't want you to do that. And it's okay if you listen to music while writing your letters to me. I don't mind in the slightest.
I'm sorry I was unable to come to your concert that day. I had a recording for a show with Nakai-senpai to promote Konkatsu and was unable to make it to your concert with Kame and Yuichi. I missed you though and even if I did appear on the stage, you know we're not allowed to interact very much. It would have just made me sad to see you after so long and not be able to talk directly to you or hug you. So in a way I'm glad I wasn't able to go but also I am sad that I didn't get to meet with you.
Oh yes, tell Yasuda-kun that I'm alright and I'm glad to hear from him. And about his romance "troubles", tell him that the best thing that I can say about that is to back away from both for a while. In other words, don't think about it...maybe go on vacation...get away from both and think about what he wants. The one he misses the most is the one he should go with...after all before we got together ourselves I had to get away from you before I could decide what I wanted to do about you. I think as long as he follows his heart everything will be fine.
I'm glad you ate and please try not to get overheated. Lately it's so difficult to box because I always get so hot and we have to take more and more breaks than we do during the winter time and we have to drink more water. Just to make sure we don't overheat and get sick. Probably why I managed to get sick the other day. :P
I'm glad Yasu-kun is going to try and figure his problems out. I would dislike it if he didn't figure his feelings out. I wish him the best of luck. And I understand what you mean about your bandmates being like your family. Because I have no brothers and only one sister, being with my bandmates is like having my own brothers. But no one could replace you and I couldn't live without you...so I hope you will never leave me either. I love you.
I've been going to bed earlier and sleeping later. I miss you and it's just not the same if I can't talk to you. And I really hope you will hang on. I know it's hard but I'm sure you'll do wonderfully. Please try to remember that I love you alot...maybe it will help.
LOL, printing it off will be the best thing because me being crouched over my tiny phone screen will probably just ruin my eyesight even more and I don't get along with computers. =P But printing it off will definitely keep me from destroying another computer.
I don't know when I'll be free tonight so I might see you, but if you are already asleep I will not wake you. You need your sleep and I love watching you sleep. I hope we'll get a little time this week for each other because I miss you as much as you miss me. I hope you get plenty of rest with your active schedule this week so please promise me? I miss eating with you as well and I have lost some weight recently, but that's a good thing...I was starting to gain a little weight that I really needed to work off.
And yes I received the little Gachapin charm. I love it and will keep it with me all the time until I can meet with you again. I wish I had something to send to you that would help you be reminded of me...but I have nothing. I'm sorry.
I must go now. I have a late recording for Cartoon KAT-TUN. I hope you will receive this letter soon and I hope you take care of yourself. I love you and I will see you soon.
Love you always, Ryo monkey.
Your Princess
A/N : I know, I'm super-duper late! AGAIN. Gomen, gomen gomen! I'm too tired lately and can't get anything done. Then the laziness takes care of me and nothing can make me move.
Last update was 14 days ago = 1 day sooner than last time but I won't torture you for too long, this story is almost finished. Well not the story itself, but the letters. Because...well I can't say it now I won't spoil you too much.
Please continue reading till the end and leave a comment if you enjoy it. If you didn't, well, just like usual, don't comment. *rubs neck*
Bye-bye-bicycle!
Authors : creamy_amande/gaillen
Pairing : RyoDa
Genre: fluff, crack, romance
Three days out of the week Ryo is commuting between Osaka and Tokyo. Ueda gets lonely those nights away from his lover.
Summary : Ryo and Ueda have been going for quite some time now. Years to be precise. They had it tough for a while, because of different groups, different friends, and different...temper. Last year they were always together, even with Nishikido's usual tight schedules with his two groups. But from the moment Tatsuya's been more active, with a solo concert and a play, they don't see each other as often as they could.
So they found a way to express their love, through letters, phone-mails and texts, passed onto each other, via secret places.
{ Hidden place 1} { Hidden place 2} { Hidden place 3} { Hidden place 4} { Hidden place 5} { Hidden place 6} { Hidden place 7} { Hidden place 8} { Hidden place 9} { Hidden place 10} { Hidden place 11} { Hidden place 12}
♥ Being busy with both his groups, Ryo was very exhausted these days and not seeing his lover for 2 whole weeks made him go crazy. He has been texting Ueda some times, but rarely did he get a reply. His boyfriend was very much busy too, and replied to him only when Ryo was too busy too. it was like their texts crossed each other. Stupid miscommunication!
So just this time, and since it's been a while, he fished out his yellow notebook from his backpack and began writing his letter to Ueda. "I've barely used the pages recently" he thought. ♥
Hey you,
how you been doing? I really miss when we meet to the point I don't have a joyous thing in the day.
I don't know if you happen to read my nikki, I finally managed to post them again. I hope you subscribed to Nishikido Ryo's nikki hime! *laughs*
Tireness is my complain word for now, along with less time to meet friends, reading, and obviously talk with you. I yawn all day and I don't know if I'll get used to it; I know I should stick with it though. My voice is broken, a little. At the end of the day, I notice my voice has changed, not the voice itself but the tone and it gets rusky; my eyes are heavy and I barely have strentgh to do anything, like I'm being amorphous most of the time.
I profit of my time on day offs, just to think of you and daydream about you. I hope I will see you soon. I miss you.
I'm actually listening to songs while writing, that distracts me a little, I'm sorry.
Ah I want vacation! I'll ask Johnny-san later. But I'm sure he won't give me any. Both groups are busy.
So, I was happy to see you too onstage, but I wasn't when you didn't show up with Kamenashi and the others, as a repay for your arriving, when your bandmates joined us onstage on our own concert in the Dome. You were busy? I didn't know about it? Maybe because only a few of your group came Johnny wouldn't allow YOU specially to come?
I forgot I had a photoshoot today. I'll continue writing this letter.
>--Hey it's Yasuda! How are you Ueda-kun? I know I shouldn't write here, but Tacchon told me about his "deliveries", the ones he does for you and Ryo, and I was intrigued by them. SO are you writing love letters? Maybe I should do the same then? With Tacchon I mean! Or Subaru? I don't know who my heart follows these days...maybe you can give me some advice? You know, I've liked both of them for an eternity, but I never could choose. Rabu-sempai! Please help me? *inserts shiny eyes emoji here, Yasu's style + penguin*---<
I'm back! Okay you won't specially answer that but oh well...I'm sorry about Yassan, but I can't erase it and I don't want to start all over again, so please bear with him?
We just had a bento the staff gave us, we worked very hard today. It was hot outside, and even in the studio, the air condictioner broke. So we only had our poor fans to ventilate us, but it was not enough. Some went to buy extra cold waters and we even had some ice creams. Actually, it was obviously Tacchon who went to buy them. He loves to eat, you know him! He went with Yasu by the way, they had some things to talk about apparently. Probably about what he wrote here. Hah ha, my bandmates...the kansai ones...they're like my family really; I can't think of my life without them. And I can't think of my life without you either; you're my special one, the princess I've adored for years now. Don't ever leave me okay?
But how I miss you it's horrible! Been days now we haven't talked properly! I'm not saying I can't breathe but it's hard! You know that! I promise I'll try and fight, but I can't promise not to crack or end up getting crushed and like faint or something! Okay, I'm exaggerating now. Ha ha ha
Yeah I'm not making sense I know, I'm saying something then I say the contrary. Anyway, I hate taking the metro, where people just stare at me, I can feel it, some people always try to touch me by not leaving me enough space. I'm scared sometimes, and also I know we have to be careful, since we're idols. AH~ sorry needed to rant about. I think I just want beat them up.
By the way, I don't think I want another computer to be broken, so maybe you can read the fanfictions on your mobile, but your eyes would get blurry in the end because of reading in front of the screen. OH! I could maybe print some for you. I already have favorites you know, so I can do that! I always read some when I take a break from writing lyrics, so I could print some while printing the lyrics I will write at the moment. Is that okay with you? And we're together at home, then I will show some others on the computer, this way I'll be there and no SMASHING THE COMPUTER ne?
OH, I'll be home later tonight, I hope you'll be there. In case you aren't, I'll just stay and lay in your bed, tugging your pillow. As usual.
Tomorrow I have work with NewS, as for tuesday it's the same. Then on wednesday I have some location shoots for my drama, and I think I barely (if none) have work on thursday. I hope I can see and talk to you, I need you and miss you so much my heart can't take it anymore. I don't know why these days and recently it's been tougher than before. It's like there's not even time to go pee. And poo. I don't know. I think I lost some weight again. I'm sorry, I didn't plan for it to arrive but you know how it works right? I'm sure you lost some too, I hate it but that can't be helped ne Hime? I hope after all this frenzy, we get to eat together like before. And I want to feel you under me, and near me...I've attached a gachapin phone strap with the letter, hope Okura DID deliver it properly. If not, I'll personally beat him up. If it did arrive safely to you, I hope you can hold on to it for a while, till we see again.
I love you Tatsuya, very much. Please wait for me.
Your monkey
♥ So Ueda was still filming Konkatsu, plus he had his tour with the members of KAT-TUN, plus the tv shows. He was beginning to feel the stress and exhaustion Ryo has been feeling for years now. Not like Ueda did nothing the past years, but he wasn't chained to two groups and all that included the side activities. But right now, all at once, in only a few months Johnny made them have many big activities, intensely. He was losing weight, he liked it, but not to that point. Oh well, he would eat more tonight.
He wanted to see Ryo so badly though, he missed the poison tongue very much. ♥
Hey lover,
I've been doing alright. Like I told you the other day, I had a fever but it went away within a couple of days, so I'm alright now. And other than that I've been fine, except for missing you like crazy. I can't stand being away from you and lately I've been a little depressed...BUT! It's alright. I know I'll get to have you to myself soon.
How are you? I hope you don't get too depressed without me and you at least have your fave pillow or plushie there to cuddle against you. I have nothing. :( But it's okay, I just think of you and makes me happy.
Yes, I read your nikki everyday or when they are posted because I miss you that much. Even though one of them made me very sad...because you sounded so upset in it and I couldn't do anything to make it better for you. I don't like you being upset or tired. I hope you take care of yourself because I'm not around to continue pushing you to take care of yourself.
Your voice must be sexy after it gets all broken and husky like that. I would love to hear it at some point but maybe you should get a cough drop or something to suck on so your throat doesn't get sore. After talking so much it's possible to make your throat sore and I wouldn't want that to happen to my love. I know!! Drink some hot tea! Even though it's really hot recently, the hot tea will help your throat out.
And your days off should be spent relaxing and doing what you want to do. It's important that you rest when you don't have to work or you will burn yourself out and I really don't want you to do that. And it's okay if you listen to music while writing your letters to me. I don't mind in the slightest.
I'm sorry I was unable to come to your concert that day. I had a recording for a show with Nakai-senpai to promote Konkatsu and was unable to make it to your concert with Kame and Yuichi. I missed you though and even if I did appear on the stage, you know we're not allowed to interact very much. It would have just made me sad to see you after so long and not be able to talk directly to you or hug you. So in a way I'm glad I wasn't able to go but also I am sad that I didn't get to meet with you.
Oh yes, tell Yasuda-kun that I'm alright and I'm glad to hear from him. And about his romance "troubles", tell him that the best thing that I can say about that is to back away from both for a while. In other words, don't think about it...maybe go on vacation...get away from both and think about what he wants. The one he misses the most is the one he should go with...after all before we got together ourselves I had to get away from you before I could decide what I wanted to do about you. I think as long as he follows his heart everything will be fine.
I'm glad you ate and please try not to get overheated. Lately it's so difficult to box because I always get so hot and we have to take more and more breaks than we do during the winter time and we have to drink more water. Just to make sure we don't overheat and get sick. Probably why I managed to get sick the other day. :P
I'm glad Yasu-kun is going to try and figure his problems out. I would dislike it if he didn't figure his feelings out. I wish him the best of luck. And I understand what you mean about your bandmates being like your family. Because I have no brothers and only one sister, being with my bandmates is like having my own brothers. But no one could replace you and I couldn't live without you...so I hope you will never leave me either. I love you.
I've been going to bed earlier and sleeping later. I miss you and it's just not the same if I can't talk to you. And I really hope you will hang on. I know it's hard but I'm sure you'll do wonderfully. Please try to remember that I love you alot...maybe it will help.
LOL, printing it off will be the best thing because me being crouched over my tiny phone screen will probably just ruin my eyesight even more and I don't get along with computers. =P But printing it off will definitely keep me from destroying another computer.
I don't know when I'll be free tonight so I might see you, but if you are already asleep I will not wake you. You need your sleep and I love watching you sleep. I hope we'll get a little time this week for each other because I miss you as much as you miss me. I hope you get plenty of rest with your active schedule this week so please promise me? I miss eating with you as well and I have lost some weight recently, but that's a good thing...I was starting to gain a little weight that I really needed to work off.
And yes I received the little Gachapin charm. I love it and will keep it with me all the time until I can meet with you again. I wish I had something to send to you that would help you be reminded of me...but I have nothing. I'm sorry.
I must go now. I have a late recording for Cartoon KAT-TUN. I hope you will receive this letter soon and I hope you take care of yourself. I love you and I will see you soon.
Love you always, Ryo monkey.
Your Princess
A/N : I know, I'm super-duper late! AGAIN. Gomen, gomen gomen! I'm too tired lately and can't get anything done. Then the laziness takes care of me and nothing can make me move.
Last update was 14 days ago = 1 day sooner than last time but I won't torture you for too long, this story is almost finished. Well not the story itself, but the letters. Because...well I can't say it now I won't spoil you too much.
Please continue reading till the end and leave a comment if you enjoy it. If you didn't, well, just like usual, don't comment. *rubs neck*
Bye-bye-bicycle!