[Ryoda fic] Stereo

May 12, 2007 00:44

Title: Stereo
Pairing: Ryoda =)
Genre: songfic?
Disclaimer: (;_;)
A/N: This fic is inspired by Nishikido Ryo’s solo ‘Stereo’. When I first read the translation of the song I immediately thought that Ryo-chan was talking about Tat-chan XD. Thanks topaaaaan  for translating to song. I’m an amateur at writing fics so yuroshko onigai shimasu~

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Stereo

He wonders how it came to this. From the hate and the harsh cutting words, it had changed into this, something so beautiful and heart warming.

Slips of paper are all over the table
One by one they become my treasure

He gathers the pictures that the other brought and carefully arranges them into an album. He flips one of the pictures over and smiles when he sees the small drawings and the sweet comments. He turns to the other who is pretending to study while stealing glances over at Ryo. He smirks and tackles Tatsuya, tickling him until tears were running down his cheeks.

You've drawn cute scribbles on them

After sending you home, I'm here alone cleaning up the room

Hmm? I wonder why?
It's not a pain at all

Ryo cleans his small apartment after he took Tatsuya home. The rooms feel lonely but warmth lingers in his heart. He thinks about how it used to be before and feels grateful that he finally opened his eyes and realized the bless that was waiting for him in Tatsuya. He picks one of the papers that Tatsuya was scribbling on when they were studying. Ryo smiles…

You drew a weird character
It doesn't look like me at all
But you wrote in nice handwriting
My name right next to yours

Ryo regrets every hurt he caused Tatsuya, he swears to make it up for the other boy. Swears that for every tear that Tatsuya shed, wither caused by him or someone else, he’ll make Tatsuya smile twice.

It seems like you aren't used to writing these

But I like each and every one of them

He loves Tatsuya.

To what capacity should I accept you?
How much space should I leave for you?
Will my current self be enough?
I want to gather everything without missing anything
Things that are left in shape
One minute One second

He wonders if Tatsuya will ever be able to forgive him completely. He knows that he had hurt the other more than anyone can handle. He wonders if Tatsuya is going to let Ryo love him, wonders if Tatsuya wants Ryo to love him. Ryo wonders if he deserves Tatsuya.

Ryo wants to be perfect for Tatsuya.

Honestly, I want to feel you by my left side all the time
But you're not here with me right now
so I pretend that the bed is not so big on the nights I spend by myself
Like this, I play my guitar
and put my feelings on to a melody...
It's always like this;
The more you're not around, the more I tend to find you

“I wrote this song for you…” Ryo tells Tatsuya. Tatsuya doesn’t say anything; he just leans in and kisses Ryo softly.

Ryo wants to say sorry.

He ends up saying “I love you.” Instead

Tatsuya kisses him again.

The long, brown hair next to my pillow
One pierced earring that you had left
Two cups sitting side-by-side in the sink
It's not a dream, I know that
but something's missing
I trace your memory that my body remembers

For the first time in his life, Ryo is truly happy. He thinks how this is the best night in his life. The small body curled against his shivers a little and Ryo pulls the sheets up and tucks them over his sleeping lover’s body. His heart is filled with warmth at the thought of Tatsuya finally being his lover and plants a soft kiss on the head lying on his shoulder. His fingers are tangled in the soft brown hair…

In the dim room,
we laid on top of each other so many times
and as if to make sure of each other
we kept on kissing
I think that this love is going to be a very big one
so I cherish each moment, forever

“I love you, oh God, I love you Tatsuya…” Ryo is panting, his lover is panting as they both move together as one.

“I love you…” Tatsuya gasps and Ryo freezes with shock. He kisses Tatsuya softly, and a tear slips from his eye onto Tatsuya’s check.

“I love you”

I want to be someone that doesn't get influenced by others
but I can't say that I won't right now
That's because you're at the center
I'm sorry
You're there
Even when I'm singing right now
All I can think about in my head is you

Tatsuya is the center of his world. Tatsuya’s smile, Tatsuya’s laugh, Tatsuya’s tears and Tatsuya’s everything. Tatsuya is all that he can think about now.

Tatsuya is the only thing he wants to think about now.

For every minute, every second…

One minute One second

In the dim room,
we laid on top of each other so many times
and as if to make sure of each other
we kept on kissing
I think that this love is going to be a very big one
so I cherish each moment, forever

Tatsuya is sleeping in his arms. Ryo kisses him, pulls him so close that he feels every part of Tatsuya. He thinks Tatsuya is perfect.

Tatsuya smiles in his sleep.

And it'll be nice if this One moment becomes an eternity

Forever...
Forever...

length: one-shot, !fiction

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