Please, Set Me Free

Oct 05, 2010 20:02

Rating: PG-13?
Pairing: (friendship) Ryopi at the end?
Summary: Running away from pain and darkness deep in your heart.
Warnings: sort of OOC, maybe and bad grammar?

       A chill ran down my spine as I tried to run away. It was so dark that I could barely see what was in front of me. How long has it been since the sun has set? How long have it been since I started running? All these questions popped up in my mind, but my memories where all a blur to me.

I could hear distance sounds of people talking but as I got closer and closer I could only hear the sounds of the wind as if they were mocking me. “Get away from me, leave me alone,” I screamed trying to get away. I needed to get away from here, anywhere but here. I didn’t know why but I just had to get away from here. The further I ran the darker it got, like a black hole that will swallow you up, but I didn’t care, the darkness gave me comfort.

“Do you want to be at peace?” “Do you want comfort?” “Do you want happiness?” I heard a voice asking me. I couldn’t do anything but run away. “Do you think someone like you deserves happiness?” I heard again, I knew this voice, it was the voice that haunted me for years. I tried to get away but no matter how far I ran the voice followed me. “Please don’t follow me anymore,” I begged dropping to my knees. As usual my begging was ignored, and I felt hopeless trying to push away all the fading hands that reached for me; trying to block out the whispers of hate. All I could do was cry and shake when all of a sudden I felt a sharp pain; I looked down, was I bleeding? Finally I thought, I could be released form all this pain but I felt myself shaking. I couldn’t stop shaking, why? I thought. I am finally free but why am I shaking this bad?

“Ryo-chan,” I heard a distant voice call to me. I slowly snapped out of the dream to see Yamapi’s worried face. “You were sweating and  shaking,” he told me. I only stared at him and cried as I found myself sitting on a bench at the park. Stains from coffee that looked like blood was on the ground in front of me, and I could see dozens of people walk by. Finally remembering that I was waiting for Yamapi but fell asleep from exhaustion, I jumped up and hugged him, crying. He said nothing, only brought me closer and filled me with warmth. “Thank You,” I said as I pulled away from the embrace, happy that he didn‘t question me.  

yamapi, ryopi, fanfiction, ryo-chan

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