My First Fic
Title: A Thousand Winds
Author: Me^^
Pairing: Yamajima
Genre: Romance, angst.
Rating: save.i dont know
Disclaimer(s): I own yamajima in my dream just now
A/N:This story is based from the song 'A Thousand of winds'.I don't sure who's the real singer,but i heard it sung by John hoon,and it has beautiful yet sad lyrics.
Yamada face is covering by his hands,but I know,he’s crying.
My heart aches seeing him like that,especially when I realize I could do nothing about it…..
Please do not stand in front of my grave and cry
Truly,he didn’t expect this to happens….
It just…his sense to protect his Yamada so he won’t hurt…
All he can remember is a crash of the car,and Yamada terrified voice directed to him,calling his name…
He wants to reach Yamada,telling him it’s okay,as long as Yamada it’s okay,he can bear with the pain….
“Yuto,are you in there?Do you hear me?”
Yamada soft voice startled him,and before he could answer,Yamada broke down into tears again.
I’m not in there,I’m not asleep
Look in here,Ryosuke,I’m facing you and I’m not asleep to hear your voice
A Thousand Winds
I’m already A Thousand Winds
Soaring in the endless broad sky
In Autumn,I am Sunlight that shines on the farmland
“Do you see that,Ryosuke?The Sun is really smiling at you”Yuto soothing voice calmed Ryosuke from his sob.He’s 13 years old,crying,just because his friends didn’t belive him about the Smiling Sunshine story.Then Yuto came and defend him,and all the way home,Yuto keep hugging him,and said,”It’s Okay,I believe The Smiling Sunshine is right”with warm smile,and suddenly Yamada didn’t mind one bit about what had just happened before,and keep smiling all the way home.
In Winter,I am white snow that shines like a diamond
“it looks so beautiful Yuto!”Yamada stared in awe,when Yuto showed him a clear Crystal Snow Replica that shines so beautifully.
“You can have it if you want”Yuto says with warm smile,and Yamada squealed happily.”Eventhough I prefer to show you the real thing later”Yuto mumbled to himself.
As dawn rises,I am the chirpings of birds,waking you up
“Wake up,Ryosuke.We’ll be late for school!!”
“Wait a minute Yuto-kun,It’s too early”Yamada yawned,and go snoring again.
“If you don’t wanna wake up yourself,I will…”Yuto threatened,and Yamada just mumbling an “uhm”,and completely ignoring Yuto to go back sleep,to be woken up 2 seconds later when Yuto starts to tickle him.
“Stop that Yuto!.Ahahahaha…”
“No way if you don’t want to wake up”
They are laughing happily.Then decided to starts a Pillow War,instead of going to school.
“It’s will late anyway,”Yuto reasoned later,after get a long lecture from his teacher,and his mom.
As night falls,I am the stars,your gentle guardian angel
Yamada is asleep,and Yuto is holding him close,kissing his forehead.
“You know Ryosuke,I wish I can be your stars,So I can protecting you no matter what,when,where”
Yamada smiled slightly in his sleep,and snuggled closer to Yuto.
Please do not stand in front of my grave and cry
Yamada is sobbing uncontrollably,desperately want to reach my body,protesting and try to pry himself free from Yabu and Keito holds.
He looks so vurnerable,his chubby cheeks somehow disappear,looking so fragile and extremely thin.And his eyes,are swollen from too much cry,And Yuto wonders why Yamada is crying like this for him,Yamada the Perfect,not even once pay attention to his surroundings,but him.
He felt like his heart was about to broke into pieces seeing Yamada like this.
I’m not in there.I never left the mortal world.
He tries too tell Yamada,That he is in here,telling him everything is alright,and He didn’t really left him.He promises Yamada to protect him forever,and he will do it,until the times is out,and if necessary,he want to fight everything that part him from Yamada..
Look Ryosuke,I didn’t left you.I will stay by your side forever.
A Thousand Winds
“Yuto,for one last time,I want you to know that I love you,”Yamada is still sobbing,”I’m sorry I’m being so selfish,but you always come to my side and calmed me down”
“Maybe you don’t love me,but,I do love you Yuto,with all my heart,since we are child..Okay,I was being selfish here again,I will go,and didn’t bother you again…”
Yuto watched Yamada turn back,and unconsciously he reach his hand to Ryosuke waist,
“I Love You too Ryosuke,with all my heart,more than anyone in this worlds,I love you till now,and forever,I will always love you”
Yamada froze in his tracks,and when he turn back,he saw Yuto with warm smiles,says I love you and don’t cry,I always be by your side,like a Thousand winds that can’t never stop brezzing.
I’m already a Thousand Winds
Soaring in the endless broad sky
The End.
Noted:Sorry,my grammars is bad,I write this after I finished my homework.Actually,I don’t like angst fics,so maybe I’ll write sequel for this story.Please bear with my English!!Sorry,my English is make your eyes hurtsT.T
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