for starters this week has been crazy and depressing .... as you must know already the country has befallen under a black thick cloud of fucking stupidity and i have been thoroughly depressed and in utter shock for almost a week . HILARY 08' is all i have to say about that ( Read more... )

i havent written in a long time because 11th grade is the hardest thing i have ever ever done. Where do i begin . School os fun i love my friends. I have been hangin out with maddie and jess all the time . whitney is in iraq and i saw him in newsweek the other day which really through me off. eversince then i have been really upset. i statred ( Read more... )

life is complicated ...........
anyone aqree????
ry

i am trying to tell my self that things happen for a reason. and i am sure they do . but lately things just hurt .... when will the pain stop .when ?
help
ry

listen ... i dont even know if youll read this or care about what i am saying ( Read more... )

wow today was a good day ... it started out bad because i was stupidly mad at my mother . but once i stopped being angry i got up and went to topanga with j.j. ,courtney,stephanie c., ryan (boy) and uncle mark.... Ooo and daniel. anyway it was a lot of fun . after that i came home saw ashley and kim and then went to sydney suprise party. ( Read more... )

i died my hair last night and cut bangs......
just thiguht u should know ...
i taught j.j. how to surf and it was fun . water is cold.
ry

this weekend was alot of fun . i went up to ventura with stephanie and sydney which was fun. we met up with shaun. then the next day ( the fourth) i went to shaun's cousins house with shaun and had fun. i am not feeling good these days though. anyway tommorrow i am going to the beach with racheal and rebecca. i am excited. no surfing though .:( sad ( Read more... )

the water is where i find peace and the reason that i am an asshole is because i never get to go surfing. i go like 4-5 days a week and i hate it because .i want to go everyday. anybody want to move to san dieago with me , or santa barbra?
sadness is all i feel when i am not in the water
ryan amanda


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wow today was an awesome day. i went to the beach and went surfing i started out first and leo carillo beach and quickly realized that i wasnt ready for bg rock sufing . so then after being there for about an hour i went to like tracancas (s/p?) and then went to like 14 at zuma. and as i was about to leave i saw. mr. shaun brady and we talked and ( Read more... )