wow not much is new with me. *Sighs* for some reason I am slipping into a depression, I supose it's from my situation, Kyle's threatinging to do something to my dad if he doesn't stop saying shit. my mom wants me home, I'm actually at home right now and it's okay. Dad's been really nice all night. I mean I fell like his little girl again, ( Read more... )

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well I didn't get to make Kyle's birthday to unforgetable, but we did sleep in the back of a car while some people I know were dragracing and paint balling things. Never sleep in a car it's not very comfy. Any way He got a job at Blimpies, I'm still looking for one, I talked to Aussy boy and we might hang out sunday... I know I know you're all ( Read more... )

well things are better. Today's been awesome, Kyle and I hug out all day, around his house and then we went to my aunt's. I dunno last night I was all afraid he was going to be mad at me, or end things with us because I was crying and calling myself a horrible person. I had nightmares about it, but today he's been nothing but sweet and kind, and ( Read more... )

I'm a horrible person, I've led a strong person to belive I love her as a girlfreind when I only see her as a freind, I do love her don't get me wrong, and that's the scary thing. I love a girl who I've thought was evil and a bitch. She's sweet and I love her in a sisterly way I guess, I want her to be strong, I want to help her get over all the ( Read more... )

well today's been strange. I got some work done with school, got Kyle bitched at by his mom cause I forgot to lock his back door this morning. I feel bad about it. other than that Kyle and I had a long convo about how long we are planning to live, his familly lives pretty long, he's thinking he'll be 109 or something, me on the other hand I ( Read more... )

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okay bit of an "I'm half asleep i don't mean any of this" Rant here ( Read more... )

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hey all, been a while hasn't it. well guess what, for all you who know my history with familly you'll be happy to know I'm finally officially moving out of my house, however for all you who know my dad you'll be sorry to hear why. Lets just keep it at a non detailed tale of everything. He crossed a line, threatened someone I care about and ( Read more... )