so not much else is new, i had and asshole comment on my last entry.... some people need to get a life. Well how's it going with everyone else? Im just sitting here, updating since i don't do that often enough. I learned deftones my own summer on the guitar... pretty cool song, and im going over to a party to watch my ex band members Nick and Luis ( Read more... )

Man have i been letting this thing just collect dust.... damn well whats new with you all? me, well it seems i am moving away and perhaps i will have more space to write what i want on MY OWN LIVE JOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!! since a certain family member printed my whole life on blast.... and yes if your reading this , that was wrong! well sorry guys, it ( Read more... )

hey fans of my life.... um i am at my guitarist's house using his computer here.... he is down stairs learning pantera's cemetary gates (i love that song) and i am listening to devil Driver... they kick ass! i love Dez Fafara!!! everybody says i sing like him (that makes me feel good) well anyways all is better i do believe.... i saw my girlfriend ( Read more... )

I notice i hope around and help everyone..... you, her, him, them,...... i help and help and never help me. MY LIFE LOOKS GRIM!!!! i may not be able to see my girlfriend ever again and its all my glumsy guitarist's nicks' fault. Stupid ass left hickies on my g/f's sis's neck (yes we date sisters).the mom found out and freaked. God damn it.... why ( Read more... )

a friend of mine who used to and from what i see still does crush over me said i don't update often enough. true i don't...since now i must sneak on a computer to update this thing (the computer at school blocked me out along with some friends of mine) but the thing is i never knew she was looking at my journal. that sucks... well i quess for her ( Read more... )

okay everyone..... my lifes been okay i guess.... my mom's been going insane and has called the cops on me a few times but i am alright. My girlfriend tells everyone our buissness and it gets her in trouble and makes it so i can't see her. And i just booted out my rythem guitarist so tell me how my life is. But i guess i am happy..... happy i guess ( Read more... )

Do i really? those who know me say i do... and the truth is... i will if i wish to.... all i want is to fall in love. I want to love and i guess be loved back. That is not a bad thing i believe. But either way believe what you want about me. I do not care what you think of me.... the only person's opinion that matters to me is mine and my ( Read more... )

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I know that the other logs i came across as being very whinny. But the truth is i have been quite confused... about this last person i devoted so much time into and this new person who i can't help but call... want to see... I am afraid that feelings i possess will chase someone (perhaps her) away. But i must sit, meditate, and release all my ( Read more... )

I am so confused? arnt any of you? I am falling for someone i just met.... thats stupid right? thats ludicris and insane... right? right!? well i am scared.... she is so beautiful and smart, cute, funny, and digs me... or so i think.... if you can even understand the amount of pain and despondency i have been through then you can understand why ( Read more... )