damn
Title: damn
Author: shfira
Pairing: none
Rating: G. unbeta-ed
Warnings: base on ryutaro's hoax. and i want believe that's just a HOAX.
Summary: ryutaro.... you...
He cry.
Literally cry.
“what?”
Oh yeah, It’s not really big problem. Tehere isn’t any person have disadvantage because of the news. Yeah. No one will cry if he doesn’t there.
The one who will ad about that is just him. Just him alone, no one care.
“you’re not allowed to be one of jump again, morimoto. Gomen. Please take your thing and-“
“BULLSHIT!!!” he shouted. “they are just BULLSHIT!!!” his tears overflowing his cheeks. His heart ting. His throat feel so thirt and hot. And no one care if he die now, right?? No one will do. Even them...
His breath come freezing-it’a a middle of november, of course it have been cold lately. His knees aren’t upporting his body again, he just broke into pieces. Yeah... a little piece.
“RYU!! What are you doing here?!? Your mom and dad are searching for you!!” chinen’s shouted sting his ears. ryutaro’s sight blur because of tears. “ryuu-are you--?”
“yeah, i’m crying. So what? Are yuo care huh?? chinen yuuri sama??” ryutaro said coldly. “ryuu-“
“shut up!!!” he yelled. “shut the fuck UP!!! No one ever care about me!!”
“you baka!!! Bastard kid!! Of course i care about you! All of JUMP, you dad, you mom are care about you!! They don’t want you to suffering alone!!” he slapped his head. “you aren’t alone, ryuu!!”
“but why?! Why johnny-san kick me out from johnny??from JUMP?! I love you all!! I loe my fan, my friends, my senpai, my kouhai-everything!! Why?!? Just why!?” he houted at chinen,
Chinen lot a word. He peechless. Deep inide his heart, he ask that question too.
Why??
Just why, oh god...
Author: shfira
Pairing: none
Rating: G. unbeta-ed
Warnings: base on ryutaro's hoax. and i want believe that's just a HOAX.
Summary: ryutaro.... you...
He cry.
Literally cry.
“what?”
Oh yeah, It’s not really big problem. Tehere isn’t any person have disadvantage because of the news. Yeah. No one will cry if he doesn’t there.
The one who will ad about that is just him. Just him alone, no one care.
“you’re not allowed to be one of jump again, morimoto. Gomen. Please take your thing and-“
“BULLSHIT!!!” he shouted. “they are just BULLSHIT!!!” his tears overflowing his cheeks. His heart ting. His throat feel so thirt and hot. And no one care if he die now, right?? No one will do. Even them...
His breath come freezing-it’a a middle of november, of course it have been cold lately. His knees aren’t upporting his body again, he just broke into pieces. Yeah... a little piece.
“RYU!! What are you doing here?!? Your mom and dad are searching for you!!” chinen’s shouted sting his ears. ryutaro’s sight blur because of tears. “ryuu-are you--?”
“yeah, i’m crying. So what? Are yuo care huh?? chinen yuuri sama??” ryutaro said coldly. “ryuu-“
“shut up!!!” he yelled. “shut the fuck UP!!! No one ever care about me!!”
“you baka!!! Bastard kid!! Of course i care about you! All of JUMP, you dad, you mom are care about you!! They don’t want you to suffering alone!!” he slapped his head. “you aren’t alone, ryuu!!”
“but why?! Why johnny-san kick me out from johnny??from JUMP?! I love you all!! I loe my fan, my friends, my senpai, my kouhai-everything!! Why?!? Just why!?” he houted at chinen,
Chinen lot a word. He peechless. Deep inide his heart, he ask that question too.
Why??
Just why, oh god...