Why do I have to be a fucking scapegoat? HUH!!!???!!! If my stepfather goes out fucking gambling and spends up all his goddamn money. "Oh it's that girl's fault, she's doing what she want to do, out there sinning"! What the fuck is that shit!!! I feel like I'm always doing something wrong with fucking people. You know I'm not a fucking jerk and I'm ( Read more... )

I don't know sometimes I feel why do I even care? I spend so much time and energy trying to motivate and help people but I nothing comes out of it. I don't want any accolades or someone to worship me for it, no nothing like that. I just want people to try and do better for themselves. But people like to not use there full potential and stay at the ( Read more... )

Yeah I know it's been a long time since I updated but I'm getting better. I have so much fucking school work it's not even funny. I just got assigned a 10 page paper ontop of a 15 page paper in another class. Not to mention like four 5 page papers and a stupid group project. But I mean it's cool. Hopefully in the long run all this damn busy work ( Read more... )

So yeah I finally reincarnated this Journal because it's been dead for almost three years. This weekend I had fun I got some a little gig taking notes for this blind chick in my pysch class which is cool. I got some sweet lovin' on Friday. Man, was it good it's the type of stuff memories are made of. I also went and interviewed with gallery ( Read more... )

I didn't go to school today, I wasn’t really up to going out today. Yesterday I didn't go to my first class I wasn't feeling while I didn't really get a lot of sleep the night previous so I went to my friend's house rested and went to my 5:30 math class, filled with a bunch of idiots >.<. I really might be moving out soon my friend said that we ( Read more... )

Well what's been up with me for the past few weeks? In a nutshell almost had an anxiety attack no thanks to the bitch, in college, saw the modern version of D XD~~~~~, moving out that damn house in a couple of weeks read some I wanna be goths moron's journal, that was so funny and stole a survey from eikichi ( Read more... )

It been so long since I updated this thing not like anybody reads this thing but I needed to get some stuff off my chest. It's been a mixed up month. How shall I start off ( Read more... )

Let me see there has not been a update for a while because nothing really happened so far since last time. Well I'm still sick caught a stupid illness from Jennifer >-< (damn girl!!!). I think my other co-worker has a crush on me Oo;;;. He's always hanging around me and wanting me to go places with him. He's a cool person but I don't see him that ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing in a while, well I've been uber busy freaking out people and people freaking me out Oo. I'll just run the whole week by you as if anyone reads this crap ( Read more... )

Ah, my first day updating LJ and I feel drunk... Yaaay!!!! I the sad part about that is I didn't even drink anything I guess I get drunk off of life Oo. I had some people tell me that I look high all time and I don't smoke anything Oo, once this lady who use to live in my building I saw on the bus ask me if I was smoking weed >_>. Well this morning ( Read more... )