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[rzbryicet]

sooo, i'm wasting time at school right now, this will probably be a regular occurance cause i have 2 1/2 hours to kill btwn lecture and lab, and it's pointless to drive home and waste gas to sit on the couch for 45 mins. It's kind of good tho, because i have time to take care of shit if i need to. Like today i was able to call my dentist and

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[scarred_by_lust]

your eyes scared the crap out of me...

[rzbryicet]

heh, yeah i get that alot ;)

know who you are at every age

[anonymous]

what i can't understand is why you can't be happy enough when adam adores you, you have friends and family who care about you (whether you choose to believe it or not), you're getting the chance to make something more of your future by going to school, you're not starving, you're not terminally ill, you've not befallen the untold number of things that can go wrong and seriously fuck a person's shit up, yo

why in HELL would you want to run (toward what?) from those who love you and the opportunities you have before you to make life even better?

don't go to a psychiatrist. (s)he'll just give you a million stupid excuses not to try, and give you ever justification to delude yourself into believing that you're shit and won't ever amount to anything but the void one finds at the bottom of a jar of pills that will help you only to forget WHO YOU ARE.

i assert that it's totally okay to be happy.

Re: know who you are at every age

[rzbryicet]

hey retard, maybe before you make outlandish assumtions about MY life, you should read my journal and get the facts.

I don't hate my life, i love adam and my family, and i am completly devoted to school, and I AM happy about all those things. And maybe if you read my journal over the past few years, you've known my up's and down's and would understand my perseption of things.

and who says i'm running from anyone, where in this entire post did i mention i was running from anything, yeah i say i'm withdrawn, but if you had a clue about anything you would know that's a problem that is predisposed.

And your advise about a psychiatrist, sounds more like your own issues that you still havn't come to terms with. I'm sorry you've had bad expierences with psychiatrists, but what doesn't work from one may work for another.

everyone deserves to be happy, whatever thier notion of 'happy' maybe. Another thing everyone deserves is to know the identity of who thier talking to, you anonymous coward.