i ventured back over from myspace today. i felt like writing, and myspace doesn't really feel like the place where i can get some of my thoughts out. i guess no matter where life takes you
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I remember playing on a spaceship slide thing when I was young too. I went looking for a picture online, and 3 hours later I lost sight of what I went looking for.
i wuv yous too....you know what else i keep thinking of...that picture that mommy has of you on daddy's shoulders when you were a kid..... i remember you that little....it was fun. here i go again, why the fuck am i crying. but yeah, i've been thinking of halloween alot too - when we used to get dressed up , and go with sam and ali...i just remember it being fun. fuckin childhood.....
do you remember that house down by P.S 8 that used to have thier front yard all done up, and they'd have screaming contests and stuff?
"i am happy with my life now tho, and i AM excited about getting older, i want to make a life for myself thats worth living, and who knows someday maybe i can relive my childhood thru my own kids. ha. adams gunna like reading that.... but ain't that a thought."
me either, it's torture at times. do you see your family around this time of year? halloween, thanksgiving? i think thats what onsets it for me, cause i usually don't see any of my family during the year.....
i see my family fairly often...they are only a couple of hours away.
i think it has to do with the colder weather and it getting darker earlier... it just takes me back..im sitting here right now swimming in memories just thinking about it.
its funny i don't feel this way for the other changes in seasons...i get excited in spring but thats a totally different emotion.
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i remember you that little....it was fun.
here i go again, why the fuck am i crying.
but yeah, i've been thinking of halloween alot too - when we used to get dressed up , and go with sam and ali...i just remember it being fun.
fuckin childhood.....
do you remember that house down by P.S 8 that used to have thier front yard all done up, and they'd have screaming contests and stuff?
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ha. adams gunna like reading that....
but ain't that a thought."
It's never too late. I love you.
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and i have no idea why.
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i think thats what onsets it for me, cause i usually don't see any of my family during the year.....
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i think it has to do with the colder weather and it getting darker earlier... it just takes me back..im sitting here right now swimming in memories just thinking about it.
its funny i don't feel this way for the other changes in seasons...i get excited in spring but thats a totally different emotion.
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