Suzumiya Haruhi no Shoushitsu
TAT
so i was able to watch that movie just now.
i have such complicated feelings after i watched it...
... ==; o_O TAT
but i think it's more of a heartbreak thx to koizumi and nagato orz
stupid movie, don't make me realize how i love those two all over again... seeing it reminds me of how bad i really missed them, and damnit my nagato figure's not even with me.
it felt weird to watch the version that's filmed by a camera of someone going to the movie, but, even if the picture was horrible, the sound is REALLY nice. o_O like wtf.... did nobody make any sound during the movie or something LOL
the ending song is REALLY nice too, tho ya i've heard it before long ago, it just had more impact on me at the end of finishing the movie.
... i'm pissed at kyon. but at the same time, this movie made me fall in love with kyon/kyon (tho i "hated" one of them, two seems just a bit better so i can ship...???) . and kind of killed my interests for kyon to be paired up with ANYbody else. yes, even koizumi, hence my TAT at the beginning of the entry. (... does this even mean or lead to deleting all the doujin i have for those two....? i don't want to think about it, but the movie definitely just killed my #1 otp in this series)
... i wonder if i could go ship koizumi with nagato instead now (i don't even want to or think i could go there... as i only like them separately as characters, besides nagato already have ryoko asakura... ) *but then kyon doesn't deserve either of them after this movie, since this movie was way too clearly and more of a harem type of thing*
tho it could've just been because i liked nagato and koizumi about the same amount so i can't stand the fact that kyon gets to say YUKI in front of nagato orz orz orz orz orz orz *even tho it wasn't meant to be what it could've meant but *dies anyway* while he makes koizumi give him envious looks due to *haruhi* (<--- even if that's the OTHER him, it was just .... so horrible for me.... )
not to mention the *OTHER meanings for fujoshi* for the things that both of the koizumis said and acted... it's somehow more like angst overload.
it was sad how little koizumi appeared in the movie tho == now i wish there's itsuki koizumi no shoushitsu or something.
brb, i think i'd go mourn for my dead koizumi/kyon ship. or hope that someday it'll relive... *like watching that episode of haruhi-chan too many times might just brainwash me again*