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[rzrblad_confuzd]

im in such a great deal of pain...im sick of hurting i just want this pain to end. i mask it with anything and everything i can find but when it all fades im left with this huge amount of pain. im a crying suicidal mess most of the time and no one knows why...most the time i just want to die or run away to some unknown place and never come back

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[bootifulzombie]

I love you honey, I'm so sorry things are so horrible for you. They aren't as great here wither. Pretending and lying to EVERYONE is actually making me feel like it is alright, isn't that sick? I guess if I lie long enough, maybe it will become reality....I don't know... I love you honey, please stay safe and KNOW there are people who love and cherish you.

[rzrblad_confuzd]

i love you to huney!!! im sorry things aren't so good there. yeah i have been trying my best to pretend to everyone also, unfortunatly i haven't been getting the results i have been wishing for...they believe me, but i don't... :( i don't think its sick tho. there is nothing wrong with hopeing that it will become reality if you just pretend it is a reality...i have done that for as long as i can remember. maybe one day it will end up like that for us...wouldn't that be nice. but i love you to huney!! i do know that their isn't many out there that care for me because im reminded about it everyday but i never do forget about you and the other few...thanks for all you do...you really are a good friend. i love you babe!!!

[grey_cain_3]

::grabs hold of you and hugs you with every ounce of love and feeling i have in my body:: I know it's not much, but it's all I can do. Love you, sweety. ::hugs more::

[rzrblad_confuzd]

in times like this, thats about all friends can do. and you have no idea how much it truely means. i just wish i had more hope for things to get better...but i do have the letters me and you write back and forth to look forward to everyday. thanks hun!!! love you to!!! giant hugs!!!