I don't want to design anymore. There I said it. Maybe this is just a temporary feeling. Maybe its permanent. I just don't want to do it. I am not feeling inspired. I am not feeling creative. Time is flying by my head and just nothing manageable comes out. Its frustrating.

So what am I going to do?

It seems like this is where I go when school is really stressing me out. Or it could just mean that I'm looking for any way to procrastinate just a little bit more. Ha ( Read more... )

Stop acting like you give a damn. Live life day to day with your head high. Why look at the little things and let them bother you so? Who cares? Does it really matter what others think? Maybe to an extent, but relax. BE YOU.

:)

I hate dumb fights. I hate fights in general. I hate how when you are mad but you hate fighting, you just can't seem to win. You can't just say "I don't want to fight so I'm going to forget the angry feelings I am feeling." That just doesn't happen ( Read more... )

So I've been seeing this around on myspace and I decided that I want to do it just for the heck of it for my own entertainment. You get tagged to list 10 random facts about you.

1. My bed is ALWAYS messy. I will change my sheets and set my bed up all neatly and nice but within 5 minutes there is junk on it.

2. I'm obsessed with my appearance; yet I ( Read more... )

Ok.. so I just had a looong conversation with my dad about a lot of things. One in particular; my sister's wedding. Its in 2 weeks. Well.. LESS than 2 weeks. I feel like I haven't been doing my part and I do feel bad for that so I guess this is where i make it up. Instead of bitching about it like I did with my dad I should be excited. I haven't ( Read more... )

Felt that this was worthy of saying because its a huge deal to me...

I hate being trapped between who i am and who i want to be.

How do you just change? I'm so used to being this way that I forget to even stop for a second throughout the day and say "wow I hate this about me, maybe I shouldn't be doing it." Its then, after my day has begun wrapping ( Read more... )

i think im gonna go nuts

I want change. I've been going through the same exact routine for years and its getting so old. School, school, and school. Does it ever end? I want to be done, and feel as though I should be done, yet I'm not ready. Or maybe I am. I need to work on building my portfolio but it doesn't help when there isn't much you want to put in there from school ( Read more... )

I hate this semester. I hate it hate it hate it. Its almost 6:30pm on Sunday and I have been in my room since Friday. I'm about ready to go fucking insane. I hate how I have to sit here and write a paper on religion when religion has nothing to do with my major and what I want to do. If I wanted to become a religion teacher, then I would understand ( Read more... )