Ya know what feels fucking WONDERFUL? The fact that I'll find myself wander to Ryan's (ex) myspace and see a picture of him and danielle on there, and it not bother me ONE FUCKING BIT. All I see when I look at that picture is a fucking scumbag. Someone who would dare punch me in my arm and leave one horrible looking bruise. Same on my leg aswell. I ( Read more... )

I just finished my last exam for the summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Last class for the summer!!!!!!!!

Yes, I am happy. BUT. School is gonna start back up soon anyway. =[

OH WELL IM HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Holly has a crush!!
A big one.
=)

Oh my gosh ( Read more... )

Holly has a new crush forming. Thought I would inform you. =)

And I am totally eating raw ramen noodles.

I just went driving for an hour and a half. In the dark. Alone. Music in my ears. Cars passed me by. I was driving slow. I had nowhere to go. I was alone. Hurt. Afraid. Disappointed. Alone. In the dark. Alone.

Sometimes I hate talking about my 'personal' life with my parents. Actually, I learned SEVERAL times that talking to them about whats going ( Read more... )

I feel like such a horrible person. :(

Mixed feelings.

Stupidity.

Gullible.

Too forgiving.

Too blind.

:/

I put myself into a situation I really don't want to be in. Oddly enough, there's a simple solution. I don't really know what I'm thinking. Maybe that means that I'm not thinking clearly. Yeah... that's it. Not everyone who's in love with eachother are meant for eachother apparently. I thought you couldn't interfere with love. Love ( Read more... )

I remember Ryan and I managed to work things out last year at this time. We went to the beach to watch the fireworks. I was really happy ( Read more... )

We used to be so in love. Crazy how things change. But I guess that's life, right? Full of changes. Some good, some bad.

On another note, my dad woke me up tonight. He was shooting off fireworks in the front yard. He ended up catching the front yard on fire. Ha.