ok. i had an off the wall dream last night. it started as the opening scene from lemony snicket's, when the sun dial fixes itself onto the beaudelaire mansion and burns the estate to a crisp. although i'm not gothic looking, an orphan, or a fictional character. the SCENE was snickety, in other words. mr. anonymous lover was in the dream. we, as in ( Read more... )

actually today is "friday". 5 days of non-scholarly activities.... wwaaaaaay overdue ( Read more... )

i'd love to just walk over to the editor table and spill out my feelings. say, hey, i'm interested in you, i'd like to be closer but i need to know that you care before i goof. i cowered behind gray today. nikki shunned me for being a coward. little things are big when you care about somebody. the situation is a catch-22.. i tell him how i feel and ( Read more... )

such is the verse babbled by two gentleman i ate lunch with today. indeed, i finally got that date i was hoping for... with a pair of one year old twins! before your pediphile barometer rises, let me explain that these little men are my cousins from kentucky who arrived friday night and will leave next tuesday. tomorrow, mom and i are babysitting ( Read more... )

i grumbled my way through photography, however vereh content because my image is crisp and sharply focused, which is what i was going for and a stark contrast to my idiocy in newspaper, darting my eyes from whatever gray was doing on the computer to the editor desk, editor desk to my drawing board, and so on for a good, oh forty five minutes ( Read more... )

when da moon hits ya eye, like a big pizza pie ( Read more... )

cravings (0), pschychoanalyses of me by other people (2), degrees outside (60), 141 lbs, feeling dowdy ( Read more... )

cravings (1), boyfriends (0), mood on a scale of 1-10, ten being the greatest, 1 being the worst (3), days until holiday (12), 135 lbs ( Read more... )