I don't think I could get anymore pissed off right now. I think maybe I might never go home again, or atleast until tomorrow. AHHH. I wish I could just punch somebody.

Well I'm sitting at home with my family. Waiting for Matthew to get off work. Hiding my socks from Brandon, he is learning his colors and wants to name the colors of my socks. He's so adorable. Haven't been up to anything much. After I got back from St. Croix, I stayed home for about a week. It was awesome. When I was there I faced my fear of scuba ( Read more... )

wow, I am so bored. Its Friday, I shouldn't be this bored. I just got home at like 11:30 on wednesday. It feels really wierd. I dream about being back on the land everynight. I feel useless. I haven't seen anybody besides Jo since summer started. Is that sad or what. My parents tell me I have become a loser. They are just playin with me though. ( Read more... )

Well, this past weekend was fun. I went out of town again. Looks like I am going to be busy this time of the year for the next four years. Next year I get to go to South Dakota to the white horse sanctuary. I haven't done much since I have been home. My great grandmother died, so the funeral is in the morning. Me, Jo, Justin, Matt, and Skittone are ( Read more... )

Only 11 more days... Last night, I was watching Brandon with his walker, and it made me so sad, him struggling so bad. It should make me happy that he is getting so far by himself. Grr. Friday should be awesome, going to Danni and Rob's for a bonfire. I have no idea what else we're doing this weekend. Too bad Abasia is also Friday. I have a lodge ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated in a long time. Things have been boring, and interesting lately. This weekend I went to the Lakota Land in lampasas and lodged and worked in the mystery circle. It was very cold and very tiring. But lodging is the best thing in the entire world. The first time I did it, I was scared and thought I was going to die, and then ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore. I've already basically lost all my friends. Now it seems like i can't get the only person i can really depend on to just listen to me and understand me. I feel that maybe if i just never come home than i will feel better. I know that is not the way it is going to happen. I am going home tomorrow. I feel like ( Read more... )

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I am sick and tired of all this bullshit. I give up.

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